Update
So I just got this new app for lj on my jesusphone. And I think it's pretty rad so far. Sooo thing s in my life have been looking up a bit. I ended up getting a job with MAC cosmetics making 14 dollars an hour which I'm beyond stoked about, Justin and I are back together...big surprise, I'm sure. But I have never felt a love like I do towards him. Sooo I don't know what else to do bc I'm absolutely retarded about him. He says that he has changed and thy he wants to spend the rest of his life with me but at this point it's just hard to believe anything that comes out of his mouth. I just hope that he's sincere. I honestly don't understand people who cheat an the boys and girls that are the "other" person. It just blows my mind that people an have that little heart. That little respect, that little decency. Especially towards someone you "love". I understand that people make mistakes, but I don't feel that I personally could ever make THAT mistake. It's just too horrible. But I guess that's why the bad people always get ahead in life bc they don't mind stepping on people to get there. It's really too bad though. But anyways I'm trying to forgive but I don't think forgetting is anywhere near the picture. An that's too bad, bc I would really like to. I just hope that God helps me move forward and continue to progress with happiness.
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