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It still dosent seem real.... I still think it was a joke, I thought we were looking at a doll, not andrew, he wasnt dead, it was a lie... it wasnt a lie. it was true, and i dont wanna believe it. some many people were there. Travis was there, and I made peace with him, because heaven forbid he was in an accident, i dont want the last thing i say to him to be dont talk to me... so we made peace. and i never knew it could cry so much, but i could.
they gave andrews parents his diploma, and put his cap in the casket with him.
I cried so hard at the funeral, ecspecially once they shut the casket, and when they rolled it by my i collapsed in laurens arms. I never thought id see Clyaton, my "big brother" crying, but everyone was. I help brandons hand, and wouldnt let go, i didnt want to. I did the same thing with Lauren and Jarred.
Monday night we went the rite aid parking lot after the viewing to get together, to celebrate andrews life, travis was there, and so was ben =) but he left before anything happened between us...darnit. and bates was there to =) and his horn sucks btw.
I saw so many of my friends that i havent seen in so long, but this wasnt the way i wanted to see them. I did not want to start my summer this way.
It makes you realize things real fast. i went to the tree he hit and we put threee red roses on it, and i have a piece of his head light from it.
We went to see the truck, it looks like at the most he hit a deer, seeing it youd think thats what happened, not someone died in it. They have plastic covering the windshield so you cant see where he went threw.. it just dosent seem real, i dont want it to be real.
Everyone, please drive safe, you never think it can happen to you, but it can.. please, be careful
Andrew O. Ayers 11/03/88 - 7/8/06
"Only the good die young."
♥
they gave andrews parents his diploma, and put his cap in the casket with him.
I cried so hard at the funeral, ecspecially once they shut the casket, and when they rolled it by my i collapsed in laurens arms. I never thought id see Clyaton, my "big brother" crying, but everyone was. I help brandons hand, and wouldnt let go, i didnt want to. I did the same thing with Lauren and Jarred.
Monday night we went the rite aid parking lot after the viewing to get together, to celebrate andrews life, travis was there, and so was ben =) but he left before anything happened between us...darnit. and bates was there to =) and his horn sucks btw.
I saw so many of my friends that i havent seen in so long, but this wasnt the way i wanted to see them. I did not want to start my summer this way.
It makes you realize things real fast. i went to the tree he hit and we put threee red roses on it, and i have a piece of his head light from it.
We went to see the truck, it looks like at the most he hit a deer, seeing it youd think thats what happened, not someone died in it. They have plastic covering the windshield so you cant see where he went threw.. it just dosent seem real, i dont want it to be real.
Everyone, please drive safe, you never think it can happen to you, but it can.. please, be careful
Andrew O. Ayers 11/03/88 - 7/8/06
"Only the good die young."
♥