alone again tonite
the stars are shinin bright
so one more wish goes up
youd think that i could find
a true love of my own
~ i guess i must be wishin on someone else's star
it seems like someone else keeps gettin what i'm wishin for ~
one problem i've always had is being patient - and im not sure if its payin off this time....it's the right thing for this situation i know, but i just dont like not knowin where i stand. cuz if i dont know where i stand (or if im standin at all) i get confused on where my loyalties lie. and that sounds bad in itself - cuz the only person i hafta be loyal to right now is myself - and those i love of course :-D
i'm a really lucky girl - i've got enough of the great friends that are worth holdin onto - and im tryin my best lately to show them that im so glad i have them. cuz without them i'd be one lost little girl. between green bay and just goin and workin out with jess and just bein able to dick around whenever we want its just awesome. even just sittin around watchin t.v. with Whitty is a fuckin trip cuz we just get so damn slap happy everything is funny. we were waitin up saturday nite to watch our phones change time (just for shits and giggles) and we ended up just bein soooooooo dumb - and it was awesome! lol and then when we were handin out candy to the trick-or-treaters we started just like messin with the kids - funny funny
and i hafta give a shout-out for alan and Kyle B cuz they've been wonderful lately too - its nice to be able to talk to whoever - seriously guys, this whole single thing is way too amusing for me! lol - and its stayin this way - even if i find someone - im not gonna change who i talk to or what i do - cuz if they're worth it - they'll know that i am too.
i cant wait till Dani has her baby - i got to snuggle with Alyssa tuesday night cuz she was so tired she just passed out on my chest :-D and i love that feeling - we havent had a baby around......in like a few months lol - and i miss how they snuggle right into you - im way too in love with that
im gonna try and update more - but lifes goin good - (knock on wood)
'alwayz :-)
so one more wish goes up
youd think that i could find
a true love of my own
~ i guess i must be wishin on someone else's star
it seems like someone else keeps gettin what i'm wishin for ~
one problem i've always had is being patient - and im not sure if its payin off this time....it's the right thing for this situation i know, but i just dont like not knowin where i stand. cuz if i dont know where i stand (or if im standin at all) i get confused on where my loyalties lie. and that sounds bad in itself - cuz the only person i hafta be loyal to right now is myself - and those i love of course :-D
i'm a really lucky girl - i've got enough of the great friends that are worth holdin onto - and im tryin my best lately to show them that im so glad i have them. cuz without them i'd be one lost little girl. between green bay and just goin and workin out with jess and just bein able to dick around whenever we want its just awesome. even just sittin around watchin t.v. with Whitty is a fuckin trip cuz we just get so damn slap happy everything is funny. we were waitin up saturday nite to watch our phones change time (just for shits and giggles) and we ended up just bein soooooooo dumb - and it was awesome! lol and then when we were handin out candy to the trick-or-treaters we started just like messin with the kids - funny funny
and i hafta give a shout-out for alan and Kyle B cuz they've been wonderful lately too - its nice to be able to talk to whoever - seriously guys, this whole single thing is way too amusing for me! lol - and its stayin this way - even if i find someone - im not gonna change who i talk to or what i do - cuz if they're worth it - they'll know that i am too.
i cant wait till Dani has her baby - i got to snuggle with Alyssa tuesday night cuz she was so tired she just passed out on my chest :-D and i love that feeling - we havent had a baby around......in like a few months lol - and i miss how they snuggle right into you - im way too in love with that
im gonna try and update more - but lifes goin good - (knock on wood)
'alwayz :-)