May 18, 2004 00:20
wow.
i haven't posted in such a long tiem and so much has changed.
and so much hasn't
i'm feeling very philosophical tonight, i think listening to pink floyd is what does it. and i do wish so many people were here that aren't, and i wish some would do away.
life takes turns, and we can't get down, because then something or someone prays upon us........life is a game of chess, cludo, and sims all in one. some people you ahve to play to get on the next step of life, others you have to shield from the storm, some you have to keep out, some will become you battle compaigans. because thats what life is, a battle, whch you have to fight, you HAVE to. you don't and life has no reason, ou have to give it one, you have to make life worth living, YOU have to no one else. yes, people can give you a helping hand now and again, but you have to fight your own demons.
i'm getting better now, slowly but surely. very slowly, but i will get there in the end, i WILL reach my goal. i've promised myself. i have to. i must. i can't fail. i'm not a failer, i'm not a loser, i'm a winner, i'm a fighter, i'm a Luisa so what do you espect? (Luisa means brave warrior maiden).
I RULE
night night