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May 16, 2004 00:25

took my ball ring out yet again because today I moved too fast or something and when I reached down because it hurt I pulled my hand out only to find it covered in blood, so needless to say it came out after spurting a pint of blood out, sucks, all that pain for nothing...someone was like "just take it out the novelty wore out"...I'm glad I went through all that pain for the novelty to wear out in a few days, oh well I can still say I pierced my balls twice and you cant

today I got my much needed check since my balance in the bank is exactly $0.57, and instead of putting it in the bank like I needed to since it was already past 12 I instead cashed it and spent bought 5 or 6 shirts and got swindled into buying some new colgne, ehh it smells good and lasts unlike all the other bullshit I have, but then again that puts me at like 6 different kinds...tommy, eddie baurer, ax, ck1, curve, some stuff I can't remember the name of and now kirra.... like I said ehhh... so yeah now I really need to put the other 50 in the bank but I have a feeling it wont last me till monday afternoon, why did I even cash it, oh well dad's gonna probably buy me abunch of new shorts and pants and stuff tomorrow

I think thats gonna be what I tell him I want for my birthday along with signing the car over under my name, and for graduation a system and who knows what else

Graduation is a mere two weeks away, then UNT here I come
I'm not really scared that much, I can take care of myself, I know how to get a job and 100% capable of running one on my own when needed, I have the people skills I need, I could use a little more practice with money managment but when it gets down to slim pickings I can do just fine, I got my own bank account and closed teh bullshit one I had, I think over all Im doing pretty damn good...

when did I die?
pretty much the only reason I get online any more is to check my email and check up on journals occasionaly and journals seem to be the same thing and email is junk junk junk worth reading xanga scholarship Im not going to apply for because Im not writting an essay over how sprinkler systems work and how they could be improved....actually thats not that bad for $2,000, maybe Ill change my mind

Danyale said something that really made since to me and got me thinking, "The reason people get mad over stupid things and just get frusterated out of nowhere for no apparent reason is because there is something about themselves they aren't satisfied with," I know what it is for me but I dont know how to change it

but yeah when did I die, I have no outside communication
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