Sometimes being intelligent is a curse, you can see the patterns

Mar 18, 2009 16:25

so basically doing the math (something im quite good at) the following is my prediction for the end of the week

25% chance the admin half of my job becomes consumed/altered/enhanced by some new super project plan or objective giving me more to do on that side

25% chance that im going to end up being made to do something to keep me busy that will be poor compensation or just crap

50% chance im going to end up on a parttime contract as a science technician only which will reduce my pay by about 1/3 at which point the only thing that will be keeping me here is not having as much time as the unemployed to look for a different job, and not having found something to go for based on not knowing what i want to do and not seeing anything i know is up my street which i will have an advantage in applying for

and all this comes based off a few facts -
1 thanks to me being super efficiant and making suggestions that stopped the admin side of things driving me off the deep end (and some of it was i mean just crazy) things got faster and faster to do so that admin work is easier and efficiant
2 the two previous people i mainly worked for in admin changed last year, this year the new people have settled in and frankly arnt disorganised admin disasters so they need less support
3 the Admin and finance manager and the hr manager want to talk tomorrow about my admin role
4 this is a time when people are trying to economise

this is not a place of employment where you get asked to have a chat and things are just ticking last time i got a major project that took weeks was really interesting and made things a bit more interesting, that said no hr manager that time (well actually there wasnt one full stop but)

i can see it coming, the insight and intuition have pieced together the threads and come to the result, and damn it part of me is down knowing the end of this job is coming and at a dangerous time for such things, the other side of me feels nothing but rage that it came to this in the first place and the nature of my job has always been an oddity in the system

ahh well the die is cast already time to see if i called the fall then
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