Don't Fret. Don't Cry. Don't Pout. And Mostly, Don't Forget. ♥
There used to be times where I could look out my window and wonder 'What the hell am I doing with my life?' But you know, I know now.
I have a sence of purpose about myself now, that I've never really felt there before. And I'm not going to lie, I love this feeling. I'm going to college now, and at the end of this semester, I'm going to take my Real Estate Lisence test. I want to major in something, but I'm quite sure what yet.
I'm going to try to take Scociology this term, if it's not too late, that is. I love thinking about people in a whole, or group. I like to people watch, and express what I see. People tell me all the time, that this is what I should do. I can't wait, honestly.
I'm going to exit Job Corps with that much extra cash in my pocket, and move somewhere in California, where the housing is good, and hasn't yet been hit by the property slump. I've almost been here a year now, but really, I've gotten a lot accomplished. Honestly, I'm proud of myself, even if no one else is.
I'm growing up, which yes, scares me, but enthralls me at the same time. I feel totally above stupid coloured plastic earrings, or multi-coloured hoodies. I mean come on people, everyone see's what you wear and how you act, and theres NO way you're going to get anywhere dressed like that. Not in today's world, I'm sorry.
And I'd like to add that, I'm very greatful.
Greatful, for the people that fate put in my life. Like, my parents, for one. They were never really there in the past, but they're trying thier best to help me now. And my brother, just because I know he's doing the right thing, everyday, by helping with those fires with Greyback. And I thank God that he was not on that helicopter (RIP STEVEN RENNO), and instead air-lifted out just the day before. I'm greatful for the love of my life, Chris, for helping my journey along thus far, and which I know is going to be further into the future♥. For the friends that I've acumilated along the way that wernt just there to be there, but were there when I needed them the most. I'm talking about Brittany, Kyle, Sadie, Sam, Serra. And to the little sister I gained when she opened her home to me, Kelly. And even for the friends that I talked to, to help me in a time of need, which was most likely for us to be at 3 o'clock in the morning. That would be Mikhail.
Thank's guy's. I love you all. Even if you don't read this, I hope you know, that at least one person out there, is thinking about you.
♥
I have a sence of purpose about myself now, that I've never really felt there before. And I'm not going to lie, I love this feeling. I'm going to college now, and at the end of this semester, I'm going to take my Real Estate Lisence test. I want to major in something, but I'm quite sure what yet.
I'm going to try to take Scociology this term, if it's not too late, that is. I love thinking about people in a whole, or group. I like to people watch, and express what I see. People tell me all the time, that this is what I should do. I can't wait, honestly.
I'm going to exit Job Corps with that much extra cash in my pocket, and move somewhere in California, where the housing is good, and hasn't yet been hit by the property slump. I've almost been here a year now, but really, I've gotten a lot accomplished. Honestly, I'm proud of myself, even if no one else is.
I'm growing up, which yes, scares me, but enthralls me at the same time. I feel totally above stupid coloured plastic earrings, or multi-coloured hoodies. I mean come on people, everyone see's what you wear and how you act, and theres NO way you're going to get anywhere dressed like that. Not in today's world, I'm sorry.
And I'd like to add that, I'm very greatful.
Greatful, for the people that fate put in my life. Like, my parents, for one. They were never really there in the past, but they're trying thier best to help me now. And my brother, just because I know he's doing the right thing, everyday, by helping with those fires with Greyback. And I thank God that he was not on that helicopter (RIP STEVEN RENNO), and instead air-lifted out just the day before. I'm greatful for the love of my life, Chris, for helping my journey along thus far, and which I know is going to be further into the future♥. For the friends that I've acumilated along the way that wernt just there to be there, but were there when I needed them the most. I'm talking about Brittany, Kyle, Sadie, Sam, Serra. And to the little sister I gained when she opened her home to me, Kelly. And even for the friends that I talked to, to help me in a time of need, which was most likely for us to be at 3 o'clock in the morning. That would be Mikhail.
Thank's guy's. I love you all. Even if you don't read this, I hope you know, that at least one person out there, is thinking about you.
♥