Jul 18, 2004 03:16
It amuses me how you can give so much of yourself to one person and it will mean nothing to them. You feel like they are your shoulder to cry on and then they just dissappear. Maybe they think you are using them. Maybe they are just tired of hearing you complain.
I don't really understand what just happened in the past five minutes so maybe thats why I'm babbling about it. I feel like its my fault.
Also- for the sleep over girls... I'm not so sure if I'm going to be in on the little plan but I would be more than happy to help you out. If it's when you guys said you wanted to have it at the movies AJ wouldnt be able to come that early and there really isnt anyone else I would want to bring.
And- sorry crissy about what we did to you.
I just feel like I need closure from everything and everyone.
Carly