Nothing works anymore
I CAN'T SAY I'M SORRY CAUSE THAT NEVER WORKS BUT I CAN'T SAY THAT I'M NOT SORRY EITHER. TERYN YOU WANT IT TO GET WORSE FOR ME? WELL OK THEN I'M SURE IT WILL HAPPEN NOW LET ME TELL YOU A STORY ABOUT ME. I'VE NEVER HAD THE TIME TO REPAIR MY FEELINGS FROM A BREAK UP BEFORE. FIRST GIRL LEFT AND WENT TO NORTH CAROLINA AFTER SHE BROKE UP WITH ME,SECOND GIRL I NEVER SAW AGAIN UNTIL THIS YEAR,THIRD YOU KNOW HER SHE MAD YOU FEEL BAD TOO, THE LAST TIME I SAW HER WAS GRADUATION.NOW THE GIRL I LOVED IS EVERYWHERE I TURN AND WANTING TO BE MY FRIEND (NOT ANYMORE THOUGH) AND I'VE NEVER HAD THE EXPERIENCE OF REPARING A BROKEN RELATIONSHIP THE WAY IT SHOULD BE. OH AND IF YOU THINK I'M LYING WELL REALITY CHECK HOW OFTEN DO YOU SEE ME HANG OUT WITH ANY OF THE THREE OTHER GIRLS? I'M IGNORANT IN THIS AREA I KNOW NOT ONE THING ABOUT IT. YOUR RIGHT I'M MAKING MY LIFE HELL BUT I'M LEARNING! I'VE CRIED WOLF TOO MANY TIMES AND NOW I PAY FOR IT. I DON'T MEAN TO HURT ANYBODY WITH MY WORDS BUT IT MUST BE TRUE I'M NOT ONE OF THE FEW THAT WILL SEE THE LIGHT OF HEAVEN I REALIZE THIS NOW. I MAY NOT COME TO CHURCH ANYMORE AND THIS IS A HIGH MAYBE. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO HANDEL THE SITUATION CAUSE I'VE NEVER BEEN ABLE TO GO THROUGH IT TILL NOW! SORRY FOR PUTTING MYSELF IN YA'LLS LIFE I THINK ITS TIME I LEFT NOW GOODBYE