The days events
holy shit, well here goes. its been quite awhile since ive written in thins journal... well awhile in my standards of writing in this like 5 times a day.im soo incredably lost right now, its like my life is back to square one but with some twists here and there... its not as fun as it may seem. i left dannys house as soon as i realized his mom was trying to brainwash my allready unstable mind into thinking i have no possible future with kat and no possible future outside the military.... yeah ok bitch! fuck that. i left and explained my situiation to my mom and well i guess she understood or somthing.... heh. well now i live back home... no job... barely school... im a failure once again... i am the king of theives tho i can say that for damn sure. no one has my skills in stealing. ive stolen a house (thanks to matt) and food, clothes, booze, and pretty much anything you can think of. im way too good at it to be proud of it. i wish there was a job for people like me out there... heh.. anyways. me and kat have been growing closer and closer together. weve said many things to upest each other but nothing with any lasting damage. yesterday was very awkward tho... troubling....disturbing....bad. well she stayed the night at my house because her parents were driving her insane again so i went and got her with danny and she stayed at my house. we didnt have sex or anything so dont even thing that yuou nasty bastards, but we did talk alot and well the next morning turned out fine until she called her mom to check in or somthing. so, yeah that went wrong and her mom threatend to call the cops and press charges of statitory rape on me.... hehe...no good. then she told me to "please stop having sex with my daughter"... i shit my pants.... yeah.... so that went bad then we went to the mall with justing cuz it was his birthday and then me and kat went and talked and we just got deeper and deeper into our emotional pain that she snapped and wanted to leave and she did... i tried to talk to her but it didnt do much good, i held her down and someguy thought i was like raping her and said he was an off duty police officer or some shit... not my day. then she threatend to kill herself and justin chased after her and i had a breakdown then i chased after her then i found her and then we talked and then we went to antoher mall and well yeah. im here at dannys with cory sleeping on the floor... OH YEAH!!!! ME AND CORY ARE FRIENDS AGAIN!!!! hehehehe so yeah i apologized and stuff and now me and him are friends again... hes changed a lil bit but i think hes grown up alot... hes dating one of kats friends steph! shes really nice and really pretty too so now he will leave me alone about being single and stuff!i dunno what else to add but I LOVE YOU KAT!!!! so yeah ill talk to you kids later! with love,
Ivan
Ivan