UPDATE
Well I havent updated in a while so i decided that I better not that anyone actually cares or reads this but its good to get things out ....I guess. I dunno, I think I'm getting my depression back. I cut myself again Krystal is mad at me for it but I seen the blade and then I seen my skin pour red.It was like i was in a whole nother world when i did it, and it gave me this feeling of satisfaction. Is that normal? Ah hell, what is normal.... nothing.The world makes this stereotypical image of what normal is and in turn normal is what you yourself potrays it as. Like say to goths other goths are normal and preps aren't and vice versa. Its just that a world as a whole potrays normal as a 1950's version of a movie family. You know the mother is a stay at home mom and she bakes fresh apple pies and the dad goes to work and comes home in the evening and listens to the radio while drinking a cup of coffee and relaxing and the kids go for daily swims down at the local pond on the tire swing anyways thats my little insight on things LASTA