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I am really torn, I love Dean a lot but I hate the things he does and how he treats me. Lately he has just made me feel like his room mate or someone who isn't even there unless he wants something. Now when we broke up, he changes? I love him and miss him but I want him to be happy and to be happy myself and I don't think being together can make that happen. Now that I have moved out, I want to see him and spend time with him like we did when we very first started dating. It's been fun but I know that if anything changes it will all go back to the way it was when we lived together. I am really sad and torn