Dreams and work...

[dark_town7]

OK, so, work has been a pain as usual, but more so than before. I was working with people who are WICKED fun and stuff, and this guy comes in and orders a banana split and when he gets it, he goes to the solarium and scarfs it down, then falls asleep. We could all tell he was pretty much intoxicated, but we didn't say anything. So, a few hours

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[mass_poison]

That dream meant nothing, nothing Whitney...it's ok, I rpomise you'll be ok, I love you...I love you so much.....*comfort hugglez the biggest comfort huggle ever huggled because I was gone for *five fucking days and I missed you and thought about you every second and minute I was without you and the place we went to didn't have an internet connection so we had a compy but it wouldn't get me to you and I missed you

[dark_town7]

Yeah, I know that now, but the other dream that I had, kinda was a sequel to this one, and it was ten times worse. I was half afriad to ever see you again and stuff cause it scared the hell outta me... I missed you too. *hugglez*

[mass_poison]

Can you tell me what it was about? If not I understand, I just know that whenever I talk to you about mah troubles I feel ten times better, so maybe it'll be the same for you? *hugglez* I'm here now, I'll be here the rest of the night, I promise...I love you Whitneh...

[dark_town7]

Well, I took you to the hospital and then they managed to bring you back to life. So when I went to visit you, you wanted to take revenge for me killing you and you grabbed one of those hospital things and tried to kill me. It scared me a million times more cause I could actuallly see the hatred in your eyes. I haven't slept since that nightmare. It was so scary. I couldn't bear to see something else like that. I don't dare sleep at all.

[mass_poison]

I'm so sorry about that Whitney...but please, you need to be able to sleep, If you have anymore nightmares like that, just imagine my voice, look at my pictures, think of my 'I Want to Be' poem, read it if you have it printed out, do everything you can. I wish I could be there to comfort you when that happens....I promise, I'll take some pictures just for you and send them to you, whenever you get scared like that just look at them, I'm sure they'll cheer you up...*hugglez* I love you Whitneh, and don't give in to those nightmares like I did, just remember me, it should help, if not, then the next time we talk on da phone (I hope it soon..) then I'll tell you i my own voice that it'll be ok, I'm sorry that I can't do more for you Whitney....*comfort hugglez*

[dark_town7]

I can already hear you say it... but I'm just so afraid. I try to forget those dreams...every one wondered why I didn't sleep at the camp, I couldn't tell them. They were wondering why I was so sad and I could say anything. They just ignored me after that, and then Frank wanted to cheer me up, but I just said. "If it takes 34 muscles to frown, then why is it so easy?" she tried even harder. She managed to keep me sane there while I was kinda upset.

[mass_poison]

Please Whitney, pleeeeease try to sleep, just once more. Maybe the nightmares were because I wasn't with you? I don't know if that was the case, but if it was, I'm here with you now and I promise I'll do my very best to cheer you up....and now I think is a good time to post the lyrics to 'Dante's Prayer' ok? It's that song that I told you could be our new theme song, It mainly came to me as that when I heard the last two lines of the chorus, I'll bold it alright? Just read it, I hope it cheers you up a little....

When the dark wood fell before me
And all the paths were overgrown
When the priests of pride say there is no other way
I tilled the sorrows of stone

I did not believe because I could not see
Though you came to me in the night
When the dawn seemed forever lost
You showed me your love in the light of the stars

Cast your eyes on the ocean
Cast your soul to the sea
When the dark night seems endless
Please remember meThen the mountain rose before me

[dark_town7]

Thanks David... I'll try to sleep tonight. I can't garentee that I will, but I'll try. And I will remember you. *hugglez* Thanks. ^^

[mass_poison]

So, did those lyrics help huh? I heard that song and at first I paid no attention, but then I REEEEALLY listened and I was wicked happy. I thought of you very first off. ^///^ *hugglermans* I love you...

[dark_town7]

*hugglermans back* Yup, they sure did. ^^ Thanks. I love you too.

[mass_poison]

Good, just write those down and whenever you're feeling bad just read them, that's what I do...^^ I love yu too more!

[dark_town7]

ok. I'll print them off actually. ^^

[mass_poison]

That's mag lazeh luvah!! X3 *tackle kisses*

[dark_town7]

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