Relization
Hea......who am i kidding.... I am just a person none of you can see. Not even a person........ I don't think anymore.....I just use instenct for everything now.....is that bad? or does it even matter is the question. I can never decide, say, or explain how feel cause it, no, I don't make sence. But I can give you an idea....like those dreams were you try to move fast or stop but you can't. I had a dream one time. This dream I was hanging out with this girl.....and were going some where.....I never see her face tho....never...only the back of her....shes blond and thats all I now. And the way I feel in this dream is complete secuity.....don't you love that feeling?! Well it doesn't matter....it was a dream. I have come between two people on accident.....I should have sall this coming...but I didn't because I started thinking....does that make...sence? I well try to fix it by getting over a fear....one of the few I have left...hahaha..it's a stupid fear but powerful...I will destroy it soon...and it will be devestating to the people it involves...I...hope no one gets...hurt. Then I will come to terms with my worst enemy...me...I hope we won't fight....does that sound wierd? Please don't let it scare you...or him. It is even hard to make this post. Anyone who reads this will be able to understand at least one part of it......at least one. What would you do if bothe sides of you began to fight? What could you do? What would you do if your self and uncousiosness began to fued? What could you DO? I'll tell what you do......you forget them and just live to be a being. Thats what you do......I'm so sorry that I caused that of pureness to taint. You now who you are if you accept it....I asked you what was wrong and you said nothing was but I know now and I'm sorry....forgive .me