Feb 28, 2006 01:26
Okay, so Dave and I had this argument before he left for work, which I inevitably made him late for...which was exactically what we were arguing over...*grumbles* So I decided that I needed to dip into my christmas present....which happens to be a single barrel of Jack Daniels...You all know how I love my Jack...I'm a little whiskey girl...
I have a mad cold, I miss people, Florida offically sucks. After we got the car and started driving around I deterimed that Florida is a completly bassackwards state and I want to go home. I'm getting home sick and hopefully we can come back home.
I have fought more with Dave since we've been down here than I ever have....that's all the years I've known him combined. In these past 4 months I have yelled, bitched, and argued with him more than I ever have. I hate it here....I wanna go home. I miss everyone in Milwaukee, all my friends...I don't know if its the Jack but Im crying now. I like my job, but I hate the state, and now that we have a car we can go back as soon as we have money. Florida sucks...don't ever move here. Up in Wisconsin, the good days always outweighed the bad, and now its kinda half and half. I feel like I am bad for him, but I love him so much....I don't know what to do.
I don't know how to make it all right again....and that hurts...it hurts alot because he is such a wonderful person, and I don't know what I would do without him, I just want to make it all better..
Any advice would be wonderful, and Im only here now because no one is online...and Dave is working...and I don't know how to fix it...I am such a looser
Fat, Ugly Looser...
*Cries*
I wouldn't trade him for the world....
Goodnight....
Lost in Love