Good morning and Happy New Year.
Yes, I know this is a bit belated but that is okay. The time still feels fresh and new. What is it about the changing of a number that makes people go nuts, feel better, and have the ability to seemingly start over?
I have decided to take life by the balls. Granted at the moment my life is pretty mundane, I am trying to make the best of what little travel ability I have. I have taken a new interest in saving money. I have a bank account that when I put money in, it doesnt come out unless its a necessity. Normally I can cover everything with the cash I keep on hand, so I am looking at some good savings.
In these past few months I truly realized how many people I talked to, how many people I was friends with, how many of you I considered family. When all that disappears it leaves you longing for the familiarity again. Everywhere I go I keep associating faces I see to people I know, or have once known. I saw a semi driver who resembled Jay. I saw this guy at the mall who reminded me of Kipp. Even one of Alex's friends kinda reminds me of Fatch. I asked Dave about all that and he says I'm home-sick. I don't think I am home sick, I think I am family/friend sick. I miss everyone up there so much I just wish I could pay for everyone to come down ehre for a week so we could all be together again, EVEN YOU KAT.
I am listening to Prodigy now and I remeber the first CD I got from Jay was a prodigy one, it was my first taste of the band, one which I love. Heh, Thanks Jay. Good luck to you and Vicki.
Zuko, you are probably one of my very best friends in the world. We have had some hard times, but way way many more good ones. I miss you so much. I miss jamming with you and making shit up as we go along. Good luck to you and what brings you happyness.
Jen, I know you'll probably never read this but...I MISS YOU. The sad thing is that you are probably the oldest friend I have right now. I knew you freshman year, and yet, you are the only one left from those days I really still talk to, on occasion. Man, Crusing up and down highway was fun. Good luck to you and Alex.
Manyen. One hell of a character. I remember you being little rebel boy and now you are in the national guard. What an about face. Don't forget to punish yourself for lying! *WHACK* I lied!! Remember all the good times. I miss all of you guys. Good luck with your career and in finding the jailbait...I mean girl for you . *evil grin*
KALA MASTRESS!!!! I am sorry I didn't call. I miss you lots and lots. Those last few days were so busy I didn';t really call anyone. *hugs and love* Remember, I brought you out into the world, well, kinda, your mom let you go to my gatherings, and and and I brought you to renfair, and you helped me be me. I love you hun. Good luck with your art and poetry, you really are talented.
Fatch. When I get a chance to come back up to wisconsin, I will treat you to a dinner at webbs, or breakfast. I dont know if you realize how much you helped me by just coming over and taking me out to webbs, even if we didn't talk on those coffee runs.It really meant alot to me when you told me how it was, right to my face. Because of you I am a better person. And I hope that I helped you some along the way too. Good luck with luck. I miss you.
To everyone else. I miss you all. You all mean alot to me.I hope I get a chance to talk with you and see you again sometime.
Cheers to a New Year.
Love always,
Krystal
I have decided to take life by the balls. Granted at the moment my life is pretty mundane, I am trying to make the best of what little travel ability I have. I have taken a new interest in saving money. I have a bank account that when I put money in, it doesnt come out unless its a necessity. Normally I can cover everything with the cash I keep on hand, so I am looking at some good savings.
In these past few months I truly realized how many people I talked to, how many people I was friends with, how many of you I considered family. When all that disappears it leaves you longing for the familiarity again. Everywhere I go I keep associating faces I see to people I know, or have once known. I saw a semi driver who resembled Jay. I saw this guy at the mall who reminded me of Kipp. Even one of Alex's friends kinda reminds me of Fatch. I asked Dave about all that and he says I'm home-sick. I don't think I am home sick, I think I am family/friend sick. I miss everyone up there so much I just wish I could pay for everyone to come down ehre for a week so we could all be together again, EVEN YOU KAT.
I am listening to Prodigy now and I remeber the first CD I got from Jay was a prodigy one, it was my first taste of the band, one which I love. Heh, Thanks Jay. Good luck to you and Vicki.
Zuko, you are probably one of my very best friends in the world. We have had some hard times, but way way many more good ones. I miss you so much. I miss jamming with you and making shit up as we go along. Good luck to you and what brings you happyness.
Jen, I know you'll probably never read this but...I MISS YOU. The sad thing is that you are probably the oldest friend I have right now. I knew you freshman year, and yet, you are the only one left from those days I really still talk to, on occasion. Man, Crusing up and down highway was fun. Good luck to you and Alex.
Manyen. One hell of a character. I remember you being little rebel boy and now you are in the national guard. What an about face. Don't forget to punish yourself for lying! *WHACK* I lied!! Remember all the good times. I miss all of you guys. Good luck with your career and in finding the jailbait...I mean girl for you . *evil grin*
KALA MASTRESS!!!! I am sorry I didn't call. I miss you lots and lots. Those last few days were so busy I didn';t really call anyone. *hugs and love* Remember, I brought you out into the world, well, kinda, your mom let you go to my gatherings, and and and I brought you to renfair, and you helped me be me. I love you hun. Good luck with your art and poetry, you really are talented.
Fatch. When I get a chance to come back up to wisconsin, I will treat you to a dinner at webbs, or breakfast. I dont know if you realize how much you helped me by just coming over and taking me out to webbs, even if we didn't talk on those coffee runs.It really meant alot to me when you told me how it was, right to my face. Because of you I am a better person. And I hope that I helped you some along the way too. Good luck with luck. I miss you.
To everyone else. I miss you all. You all mean alot to me.I hope I get a chance to talk with you and see you again sometime.
Cheers to a New Year.
Love always,
Krystal