May 27, 2007 01:27
Well, my birthday has just passed. 26 May.
Thankyou to all the people that messaged me, called me, saw me to wish me a happy birthday. I really appreciate it. Helped make me feel a little bit special.
I really do miss Mum, this was my first birthday without her, and although I had a good day, and everyone was great, it still isnt the same. Still that something missing.
the mile-stones keep piling up, first christmas without her, first of her birthdays since she has been gone, first mothers day without her, my first birthday without her. It wont be long and it will be an entire year since she died. 4 July.
I keep going, i just keep going.
Was a good birthday, but i am feeling a bit sad now, so i am going to go to bed.
thankyou and Goodnight