Oct 26, 2005 00:22
Sometimes I feel worthless
I met a guy at a bar on Saturday night. He was cute, long hair, with a Metallica T-shirt and a Bud in his hand. Sweet to me, and asked for my number. I called him tonight. He remembered who I was, then proceded to tell me he was hanging out with his girlfriend.
STRIKE 1
I called Jeff, my ex tonight b/c I had emialed him yesterday to apologize for being a bitch. We talked, and it was awesome, because we talk really well, and understand each other. We're better as friends than anything else. Thne he told me he was moving in with his 17 year old gf. Did I mention he's 22?
STRIKE 2
I talked to Noah yesterday and today...and I really miss him, and he misses me. And he hates PSU, and wants to be in NYC, and I want him to be in NYC. But I won't see him until thanksgiving, and that's sad. And we still can't have a proper relationship for some reason.
STRIKE 2.5
I just want a boy in my life!