Good days, Bad days.
We all have our good days and our bad days, but every now and then a third kind of day arises... the one much much worse than your average bad day. Luckily enough it's the rarest of my days, but boy does he have impact!
Yeep, you guessed it, unfortunately i had a Type Three day today. I won't go into it all, the details are irrelevant, i'm just talking about Type Three days in general. What i find interesting is the different effects a T3 day can have on you... With most T3 days, you feel down for the whole day, getting more down as the day gets worse. But then there are the days that don't leave you feeling down the whole time... they wait until you stand back up before smashing you to the ground again... just beat me and get it over with already!! T3s that give a 24hr depression are usually pretty mellow, because you are too down to do much other than wallow. The other T3s are sooo much more intense, it's just crazy. You get _really_ fired up, then down, then you get ok again... then WHAM! Something even more intense comes and kicks you up the butt... and even harder than last time!
The best thing about T3 days, is that they come to an end. And it's such a good feeling (finally) looking at the clock and seeing 8 _PM_ and thinking "muhahaha you may have won the battle T3, but i will win the WAR!" When the lights go out, i'll go to sleep and wake up tomorrow with not a T3 in sight!
To end on a happy note, i must say it is good to feel alive... It's been so long since i felt any strong emotion, i was starting to get worried for a second there!
Nite all!
Yeep, you guessed it, unfortunately i had a Type Three day today. I won't go into it all, the details are irrelevant, i'm just talking about Type Three days in general. What i find interesting is the different effects a T3 day can have on you... With most T3 days, you feel down for the whole day, getting more down as the day gets worse. But then there are the days that don't leave you feeling down the whole time... they wait until you stand back up before smashing you to the ground again... just beat me and get it over with already!! T3s that give a 24hr depression are usually pretty mellow, because you are too down to do much other than wallow. The other T3s are sooo much more intense, it's just crazy. You get _really_ fired up, then down, then you get ok again... then WHAM! Something even more intense comes and kicks you up the butt... and even harder than last time!
The best thing about T3 days, is that they come to an end. And it's such a good feeling (finally) looking at the clock and seeing 8 _PM_ and thinking "muhahaha you may have won the battle T3, but i will win the WAR!" When the lights go out, i'll go to sleep and wake up tomorrow with not a T3 in sight!
To end on a happy note, i must say it is good to feel alive... It's been so long since i felt any strong emotion, i was starting to get worried for a second there!
Nite all!