plotted
well...this is my first acual entry...first time lately that i have actually had the time to write anything.
today my grandparents purchased a plot for my father...a grave plot.kinda like that proverbial final nail in the coffin...pardon the pun.
myt father is actually going to die soon...cancer and complications of a car accident that occured almost 6 months ago.
he has been in the hospital for so long...i would rather he pass on peacfully in his sleep then have to tolerate anymore pain.
i still can't really believe it deep down inside...i don't know if i can accept it just yet.
like....he should be there when i come home at night/early morning...snoring on the couch like the grizzly bear I have always seen him as.
...I can survive this...i'm a perotti...i can survive anything...I'm a god-damned fuckin cockroach here people...i can survive anything...anything...
hope i can survive this...
-S
today my grandparents purchased a plot for my father...a grave plot.kinda like that proverbial final nail in the coffin...pardon the pun.
myt father is actually going to die soon...cancer and complications of a car accident that occured almost 6 months ago.
he has been in the hospital for so long...i would rather he pass on peacfully in his sleep then have to tolerate anymore pain.
i still can't really believe it deep down inside...i don't know if i can accept it just yet.
like....he should be there when i come home at night/early morning...snoring on the couch like the grizzly bear I have always seen him as.
...I can survive this...i'm a perotti...i can survive anything...I'm a god-damned fuckin cockroach here people...i can survive anything...anything...
hope i can survive this...
-S