It may be a sin, but its the closest to religion I've ever been
Things have been going for the most part, pretty well.
Shawn and I are really close, it feels really good. The only problem with our being close is I think he expects me to tell him everything. Which I don't do with anyone. I don't even tell Kassy everything. Like today, Kassy had to tell me something that didn't really matter, but it had to do with something that did matter. I promised her I wouldn't tell anyone about it, especially Shawn. He really didn't like that I wouldn't tell him. He thinks Kassy and I "play games" with each other. Which isn't true. It's protecting people's privacy. Don't get me wrong, things have been going really well with him otherwise. I'm really comfortable around him. I feel safe you know? He's super nice and sweet and he cares sooooo much about me. And I feel the same way about him. I love that kid to death. I could do anything with him and not feel weird about it. Very cool.
Today I got invited by my chorus teacher to join chamber singers. That really hadn't been anything I had really thought about, but he invited me so I figured I would give it a try.
Kassy and Tommy broke up a while ago. She tries not to think about him, like everythings OK, but sometimes I look at her and you can just see how heart broken she is in her eyes... I don't know what to do. I feel bad now that I have someone and she doesn't. I just wish she had someone. =\
I sound all depressed. I'm really not. I'm very content acctually. Life is good.
Shawn and I are really close, it feels really good. The only problem with our being close is I think he expects me to tell him everything. Which I don't do with anyone. I don't even tell Kassy everything. Like today, Kassy had to tell me something that didn't really matter, but it had to do with something that did matter. I promised her I wouldn't tell anyone about it, especially Shawn. He really didn't like that I wouldn't tell him. He thinks Kassy and I "play games" with each other. Which isn't true. It's protecting people's privacy. Don't get me wrong, things have been going really well with him otherwise. I'm really comfortable around him. I feel safe you know? He's super nice and sweet and he cares sooooo much about me. And I feel the same way about him. I love that kid to death. I could do anything with him and not feel weird about it. Very cool.
Today I got invited by my chorus teacher to join chamber singers. That really hadn't been anything I had really thought about, but he invited me so I figured I would give it a try.
Kassy and Tommy broke up a while ago. She tries not to think about him, like everythings OK, but sometimes I look at her and you can just see how heart broken she is in her eyes... I don't know what to do. I feel bad now that I have someone and she doesn't. I just wish she had someone. =\
I sound all depressed. I'm really not. I'm very content acctually. Life is good.