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meh im pissed off. mom isnt letting me go anywhere after i stayed out that late. shes all pissed and stuff. and she says shell talk to me about it later when she gets home from work..... im getting so fucking pissed right now. i mean for christ sakes this is the first time ive ever missed curfue by more than an hour.... and she thinks its MY fault she didnt get to bed till 3 30... fucking hell she didnt have to stay up if she didnt want to. if she keeps me home this weekend im just fucking leaving. im not going to be kept up here. and ill be damned if she uses this as an excuse as to not let me have senior Dis. she doesnt seem to get the point that i hate with a passion Rules and Athoraty. as far as i see it im a preaty good son. i can be an ass sometimes but what the fuck?!?!?! am i realy a compleatly shitty son??? thats the way she makes it out. "just one more fight and ill be history, yes ill just straight up leave your shit, and youll be the one whos left.. missing me".... maby i shouldnt be listening to limp bizket... but i have a new resect for them. i keep hearing from evey one how great my parrents are but damnit everytime i do ANYTHING on my own they blow up in my face. is it because the dont like the idea that in 3 months im going to be 18??? that i might be becomming independent? hell if i know. but they better get used to it. im so pissed. "you made me stay up all night, your not going anywhere today." WHAT THE FUCK. and then shes like shell talk to me about the rest of the weekend... bitch.............................
i just feel like breaking something. or some one.... i havent decided. im going to be in a pissy mood for a while... shit and i have to work today. god damn it.... its things like this that want to make me leave NOW, when i get a chance unless they have realy fucking changed (odds of that near shit) im going to take sean and pham up on that offer and get the fuck out this house when i can. paying the extra money would WELL be worth it.
i mean, dont get me wrong. my parrents arnt as bitchy and fucked up as a lot of peopls i know... but everytime i go off on my own this shit happens. and im fucking tired of it. almost 18 years of tyrrany. and i want out. AHHHHHHHHHHHH. FUCK.
im going to go now... i dont know what im going to do but fucking hell im pissed. im probably going to get in a heated fight with my parrents tonight, cuz im not backing of this one fucking inch. so if im not available this weekend, you know why. peace out lj.
i just feel like breaking something. or some one.... i havent decided. im going to be in a pissy mood for a while... shit and i have to work today. god damn it.... its things like this that want to make me leave NOW, when i get a chance unless they have realy fucking changed (odds of that near shit) im going to take sean and pham up on that offer and get the fuck out this house when i can. paying the extra money would WELL be worth it.
i mean, dont get me wrong. my parrents arnt as bitchy and fucked up as a lot of peopls i know... but everytime i go off on my own this shit happens. and im fucking tired of it. almost 18 years of tyrrany. and i want out. AHHHHHHHHHHHH. FUCK.
im going to go now... i dont know what im going to do but fucking hell im pissed. im probably going to get in a heated fight with my parrents tonight, cuz im not backing of this one fucking inch. so if im not available this weekend, you know why. peace out lj.