honestly, I don't usually swear this much
I'm so irritated that Negative's first North American show ever is on my birthday and 2000 miles away. That's going to be such an annoying day. "omg, they're closer than ever" and "omg, they're still on the other side of the fucking continent" and "omg, I'm twenty!" all at the same time. XD
Oh, by the way, happy fuckin' Halloween, everyone. I really used to love Halloween, but now it just kind of sucks. I don't have any money to buy costume stuff for myself (since I can't get a damn job) and my mom insists that I'm too old for it, so she won't buy it either. Since tenth grade, I've only gotten to dress up, I think, twice. It makes me kind of depressed, since costumes are so much fun. I was going to be Bellatrix Lestrange this year, but I don't have anything that I can make her dress with, so I'm just gonna end up recycling my devil costume from ninth grade and handing out candy. I miss getting to be excited about Halloween, getting to be someone else for awhile. It's always been my favorite holiday, but I'm not so sure anymore. :/
I dropped out of my last two classes this morning. I've sworn to myself that I will go to college and graduate and all that, but I just can't right now. I don't know why exactly I can't, but, yeah. When I do go back, I'm definitely majoring in something else. Linguistics, maybe, or library science. I never wanted to do something that required a graduate degree, but I think I might kind of like working in a library.
On a side note, there's a Goosebumps marathon on Cartoon Network, and that show is even more entertaining now than it was when I was a kid. Back then, I just thought it was kind of dumb and not as good as the books it were based on (or Are You Afraid of the Dark?) but now I think it's really dumb to the point of being funny. XD
ETA: Also, if anyone has 51koodia's cover of Juppihippipunkkari, I'd love to have it. :D
Oh, by the way, happy fuckin' Halloween, everyone. I really used to love Halloween, but now it just kind of sucks. I don't have any money to buy costume stuff for myself (since I can't get a damn job) and my mom insists that I'm too old for it, so she won't buy it either. Since tenth grade, I've only gotten to dress up, I think, twice. It makes me kind of depressed, since costumes are so much fun. I was going to be Bellatrix Lestrange this year, but I don't have anything that I can make her dress with, so I'm just gonna end up recycling my devil costume from ninth grade and handing out candy. I miss getting to be excited about Halloween, getting to be someone else for awhile. It's always been my favorite holiday, but I'm not so sure anymore. :/
I dropped out of my last two classes this morning. I've sworn to myself that I will go to college and graduate and all that, but I just can't right now. I don't know why exactly I can't, but, yeah. When I do go back, I'm definitely majoring in something else. Linguistics, maybe, or library science. I never wanted to do something that required a graduate degree, but I think I might kind of like working in a library.
On a side note, there's a Goosebumps marathon on Cartoon Network, and that show is even more entertaining now than it was when I was a kid. Back then, I just thought it was kind of dumb and not as good as the books it were based on (or Are You Afraid of the Dark?) but now I think it's really dumb to the point of being funny. XD
ETA: Also, if anyone has 51koodia's cover of Juppihippipunkkari, I'd love to have it. :D