Hrm...
Well, I saw Eric post this dealy, and I figured it had been awhile since I had really let people I know, know how I feel about them. I'm sorry, I wont get everyone, because there's more people in my life than there is storage space on the live journal server.. =P
"Well. I started thinking. Thinking about death, about the effects, about the people I'd be leaving behind. I started thinking about what I'd say to those people if I knew it would be my last change to talk to them.So I decided to put some messages to individual people.
No, these are NOT suicide letters, though they started out being that sort of thing. I'm not planning on killing myself anytime soon. But, iunno. I guess I can say these things in case I do die. Not everyone is here, and don't feel bad if you aren't. It doesn't mean you're not important to me or anything ridiculous like that.
In random order. Each paragraph is directed to a single person."
Lets start with you little brother. Even though our age difference is small. I've known you probably second longest of all my friends. You've been by my side through thick and thin, We may not be blood brothers, but my family has accepted you as one of our own. Chances are you wont even see this. But know that i'm always in your corner, nomatter what battle you're fighting at the time.
Who's next, Ah yes, I've known you for what seems like all my life. Grade 2 was a long way back. We fight constantly, and you piss me off to no extent, But it's always been like that. And yet we've always remained friends, even if we weren't the closest. If you ever needed me, You know I'd be there in a second. Together we can make any scheme, and pull it off. GG bro.
Ah hah. Next. It began in grade 7. My god you were a brutal, hurtful son of a bitch. But for some reason, I always longed for acceptance, to be able to hang with you without being destroyed every 5 seconds. We went from aquantances, to school friends, to real friends. You're there when ever I need tech support or reassurance. One day you may be the worlds greatest hacker, and I hope i'm not the poor son of a bitch who's computer gets in your way.
Funny man... you'll go through college and be a performing arts major.. And if it doesn't pan out, I know i'ma see you in lights man, First maybe at the Halifax comedy fest, then all the way to just for laughs. You're always there when I need a laugh. And most of the time that's all I need. =)
You rock the rhymes all the time, But I hope to god you don't become a rapper, because then I'd be inclined to hate you. I've known you forever, err, well close to forever. We were, are, and forever will be good friends. Sea to the dubbyeah eh arr dee! =P
Heh... -.-' How can I even mention you, In many ways you were my first love. And as my theory goes, Love never dies, it only changes. But you left me. You left all of your friends, Just deserted us. I wish I could hate you, But that would be too easy. How could you just leave, without saying goodbye, without calling me for a year. Shows what a friend is worth to you.
Now, on to my first real relationship, heh. Ooh boy. Where to start. The time we spent together was new, and awkward, but the feelings existed. We could have had something, but somewhere along the way It was lost. I wish you nothing but luck on any future romances in your life, but I remain your friend. And always will.
I've been ramblin for awhile, so It's time to end this with the final paragraph.
How can I talk about you. You're all I think about, all I care about. I wish I could stop, but I can't. I see you everywhere, In everything. I miss you, I need you. You're my better half. I'm nothing on my own.
That's enough angsty shit from me.
:: Synthetic Concept :: Mike ::
"Well. I started thinking. Thinking about death, about the effects, about the people I'd be leaving behind. I started thinking about what I'd say to those people if I knew it would be my last change to talk to them.So I decided to put some messages to individual people.
No, these are NOT suicide letters, though they started out being that sort of thing. I'm not planning on killing myself anytime soon. But, iunno. I guess I can say these things in case I do die. Not everyone is here, and don't feel bad if you aren't. It doesn't mean you're not important to me or anything ridiculous like that.
In random order. Each paragraph is directed to a single person."
Lets start with you little brother. Even though our age difference is small. I've known you probably second longest of all my friends. You've been by my side through thick and thin, We may not be blood brothers, but my family has accepted you as one of our own. Chances are you wont even see this. But know that i'm always in your corner, nomatter what battle you're fighting at the time.
Who's next, Ah yes, I've known you for what seems like all my life. Grade 2 was a long way back. We fight constantly, and you piss me off to no extent, But it's always been like that. And yet we've always remained friends, even if we weren't the closest. If you ever needed me, You know I'd be there in a second. Together we can make any scheme, and pull it off. GG bro.
Ah hah. Next. It began in grade 7. My god you were a brutal, hurtful son of a bitch. But for some reason, I always longed for acceptance, to be able to hang with you without being destroyed every 5 seconds. We went from aquantances, to school friends, to real friends. You're there when ever I need tech support or reassurance. One day you may be the worlds greatest hacker, and I hope i'm not the poor son of a bitch who's computer gets in your way.
Funny man... you'll go through college and be a performing arts major.. And if it doesn't pan out, I know i'ma see you in lights man, First maybe at the Halifax comedy fest, then all the way to just for laughs. You're always there when I need a laugh. And most of the time that's all I need. =)
You rock the rhymes all the time, But I hope to god you don't become a rapper, because then I'd be inclined to hate you. I've known you forever, err, well close to forever. We were, are, and forever will be good friends. Sea to the dubbyeah eh arr dee! =P
Heh... -.-' How can I even mention you, In many ways you were my first love. And as my theory goes, Love never dies, it only changes. But you left me. You left all of your friends, Just deserted us. I wish I could hate you, But that would be too easy. How could you just leave, without saying goodbye, without calling me for a year. Shows what a friend is worth to you.
Now, on to my first real relationship, heh. Ooh boy. Where to start. The time we spent together was new, and awkward, but the feelings existed. We could have had something, but somewhere along the way It was lost. I wish you nothing but luck on any future romances in your life, but I remain your friend. And always will.
I've been ramblin for awhile, so It's time to end this with the final paragraph.
How can I talk about you. You're all I think about, all I care about. I wish I could stop, but I can't. I see you everywhere, In everything. I miss you, I need you. You're my better half. I'm nothing on my own.
That's enough angsty shit from me.
:: Synthetic Concept :: Mike ::