Oct 05, 2004 19:01
so the world is against me apperently. in the past two days, i have not had a good moment. damn seasonal depression kicking in. everything makes me upset for some reason.
today, i went babysitting for Krissy again. her son bit my finger. yeap, he BIT it. and he kept hitting me and crying that he wanted his bottle, but i had no idea where it was. and the kid is friggen almost 3 years old. and i still have to change his diaper and give him a bubby. shouldnt he be to training pants and a sippy cup by now? also, she said she would be home by 830 at the latest!! after calling her because her son was crying for her, she came home...half an hour later. so its 9 oclock, and i wanted to go to keiths. so i go home, drop stuff off like the good daughter i am, and go to his house. when i get there, they are just leaving so that keith can drop chad off at katie's. then he was coming home to hang out with mike. he told me i could stay at his house while he went to drop off chad. by the time he would have gotten there, i would have 10 minutes to hang out before i had to leave. then he suggested that we take one car to drop off chad. well what the fuck was the point in that? so i jsut tell them to go because the plans both suck, and i leave. slam my door so hard that the cd player skipped and drove off at about 45mph down wheeler street.
i got milk, and decided that i wanted to go for a drive. so teary eyed and trying to talk to keith via TMing, i drove the gloucester 500.
im still pissed, and i get home and try to go on the internet. it doesnt fucking work! so after about a million tries, i finally am able to connect.
oh, then earlier, i was hanging out with keith before babysitting for a grand total of 45 minutes. long enough for chad to call, we go pick him up, discover that he needs a picture ID to cash a check, and decide that we cant go to the mall because there is no time and no money. so keith drops me off at my house instead of either of us wasting gas later. which i did anyway, so what was the point??
in the past two days, i have spent an hour and a half with keith, and both times i was pretty much pissed. not neccassarily at him, jsut at everything. but boy, that kid has got to learn to come up with better plans when it comes to saving time and gas.