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Throw me your worst, nastiest, ugliest, and deadliest punch. . .and let it hit me. I will not die, nor will lie on the ground. For I have seen the worst, and defeated it. I have lived the worst, and prospered from it. I have eaten the rotten fruit and not gotten sick, and layed with the worst women, and have not fallen. I will battle you to the end Satan, because I fear not the pain you will inflict, or even the temptations you will provide for me. I fear the betrayal HE will feel when I succomb to what you have offered me. I am not hear to cause sadness and pain, though I myself will experience both of those and more throughout my time here on this place. But pain is nothing to fear, even eternally. So what is it that I truly fear? It is only failure, at the highest cost, the highest court, for the highest judge, on the last judgement. Fear not Satan, for he is a mere child who knows not what he is doing. He is a dog sick with rabies. You do not hate the dog, you have the sickness. Forgive Satan of his sins, Oh LORD. Punish him not fully, but be partial. For Satan is only sick. Does thou remember who he once was? Does thou not remember what he once was doing? Forgive me, Oh LORD, for I too have sinned. Do what you must to me, in order of punishment. I will take it as it is given unto me. I will always fight Satan's army, and Satan himself, but you have taught me to forgive and to forget. Does thou not remember this? I love thee, Oh LORD, and I will remember these days forever. And when I get there, I will embrace thee with my love as HE has done forever and ever.
Save me, Oh LORD, from the heart ache and pain I have endured. I ask not to be taken away, but to be set free. What does one need to do in order to achieve freedom? What shall I do for YOU to hear me, Oh LORD? What have I forgotten? Show me, Oh LORD, the way to you. Join me, Oh LORD, for a lifetime of joy and foregiveness in my heart. Meet me there every morning, and do no depart, ever. For I am lost without thee, but I am not forgiven with thee inside of me. I am partial now, do you not forgive me still?
Do not forget me in your prayers, Oh LORD. Do not let them take me away from you, but do not lead me to YOU. . .just yet. I will find my way, weary as it seems. Guide me I asked of you, left me you seem to have done. Why does thou not answer my prayers? I am not to be forgiven? Then, why draw it out? Take me now, or forever let me be. . .
Save me, Oh LORD, from the heart ache and pain I have endured. I ask not to be taken away, but to be set free. What does one need to do in order to achieve freedom? What shall I do for YOU to hear me, Oh LORD? What have I forgotten? Show me, Oh LORD, the way to you. Join me, Oh LORD, for a lifetime of joy and foregiveness in my heart. Meet me there every morning, and do no depart, ever. For I am lost without thee, but I am not forgiven with thee inside of me. I am partial now, do you not forgive me still?
Do not forget me in your prayers, Oh LORD. Do not let them take me away from you, but do not lead me to YOU. . .just yet. I will find my way, weary as it seems. Guide me I asked of you, left me you seem to have done. Why does thou not answer my prayers? I am not to be forgiven? Then, why draw it out? Take me now, or forever let me be. . .