week two
. . . so as I go into week two here in Oregon, I sit and wonder what am I doing? I have left a place which was destined to put me back in a place I swore to everything I would not return to. It also had to promising aspect of returning me to an addiction, which I had turned down so many times after my release back into society. . .so many times with no remorse. So, what am I doing here then, Jordan? Well, I am starting over in a place that is obsolete to me as of yet. With no prospective employers returning my calls e-mails. . .I wonder what my true destiny really is. What am I supposed to be? Who, am I supposed to be? But I don't give up, because if I do, the ultimately I lose. I cannot return until my battle is won. And, the battle has just begun my friends. Soon however, I will face a new challange. That is, my next article for the paper in Chicago which I so respectfully still write for. Everyone loves my articles, and everyone anticipates them. Nike, will you give up on me, or are you in the background of my life just sitting and stalking me? I hope it is the latter of the two, because I really need this, and now is a perfect time for that job to return my e-mails and phone calls. So, my friends; it is only up to me to decide what my destiny. . .is that true? I believe it is the power of GOD Himself to decide what I will do and who I will become. I just hope that his decision will come to a certainty very soon. Everyone in my family is so sucessful, except for me. It is my time to shine, it is my turn. Everything comes so slow for me though. I guess that this is just a test of my patience. I will ahve to wait in the shadows too it seems. . .just like my destiny.
Good nite everyone. And until next time, God speed.
Lates
-Capone-
Good nite everyone. And until next time, God speed.
Lates
-Capone-