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(i just copied this from my other journal... yeah, i'm lazy)
Hey everyone! A lot has been going on lately, for once, lol.
[Me and Kiki, me best friend. Yes, that's normal dress for us, haha]
First, I have cut a friend of 5 YEARS out of my life once and for all making that 3 long time friends I have stopped talking to this year. My friend, her name's amanda, read the poem i wrote to twitch and showed it to him. For some reason her comment just set me off and i flipped out on her about it. Now, this girl really does have serious issues. She was raped and molested when she was little, she cuts, drinks, and sometimes does drugs, she grew up in gangs in california, she's had eating disorders, and she's alwaysin bad relationships. So for me to stop talking to her was actually a really huge feat because i always want to help people. When she commented she tried to say how she agreed with how i felt and stuff and i knew she didnt. how? Because all she knew about my feelings on the twitch situation she got from that one poem. I flipped out on her telling her how she has no idea how i feel and that she pissed me off and so on. This was all about 2 weeks ago. Finally, yesterday, she messages me about the comment i left her saying how she does know how i feel and yada yada yada. She tried to guilt me about it bringing up how long we've known each other and i tell her that i'm not ending it because of one comment but because i hate who she is now. She doesn't get it and i know i can't explain it to her so i'm letting it end like this.
[Innocent until proven guilty :D]
Also, Blaine and i almost broke up. Don't worry, all is well now and we are as happy as ever. I've just been really restless lately and needing change and our relationship has been lacking lately so i thought i could use that as my change. Blaine and i talked about it and figured out what was wrong with out relationship and we've been really talking about what's been making us (well, mainly me) unhappy with it lately. Everything is going better now though and we aren't going to break up.
[New hair falls]
I have recently found the joy of Ebay, haha. I won 2 things the other day and bought a Lulu (from FFX/FFX2)dress off of there. The grand total? about $17o. (Lulu dress=$140, 2 t-shirts, #1=$13.50,#2=$22.) Haha, I can't help it! I'm a teenage girl who doesn't live near any large shopping area's i have to get my fix some how
[Day of silence 2006]
I talked to twitch a little. He said he's going to try to really clean up even harder then he has been and that my poem really hit him hard
I'm going to another formal this year!!! My friend Alex (a girl) invited me to go as her date because she didn't have one yet and knew i wanted to go ^.^ I'm all excited, I love getting dressed up :D
[I<3Nesquick!]
I have been keeping my body issues mainly under control. I've had the stomach flu for the past week so I have been extremely lazy making me feel fat and useless. Once i go back to school i'll have gym every day, weightlifting for 30 minutes every tuesday and running/walking for 30 minutes every thursday. I'll fell better about my self then.... i hope.
I talked to my dad the other day.... He thinks he may be in love with a stripper, seriously! I hope he has found love again, he deserves it.
Well, i hope you're all doing well. leave me comments letting me know how you're doing dolls. *hugs* take care.
Much love
Tati
Hey everyone! A lot has been going on lately, for once, lol.
[Me and Kiki, me best friend. Yes, that's normal dress for us, haha]
First, I have cut a friend of 5 YEARS out of my life once and for all making that 3 long time friends I have stopped talking to this year. My friend, her name's amanda, read the poem i wrote to twitch and showed it to him. For some reason her comment just set me off and i flipped out on her about it. Now, this girl really does have serious issues. She was raped and molested when she was little, she cuts, drinks, and sometimes does drugs, she grew up in gangs in california, she's had eating disorders, and she's alwaysin bad relationships. So for me to stop talking to her was actually a really huge feat because i always want to help people. When she commented she tried to say how she agreed with how i felt and stuff and i knew she didnt. how? Because all she knew about my feelings on the twitch situation she got from that one poem. I flipped out on her telling her how she has no idea how i feel and that she pissed me off and so on. This was all about 2 weeks ago. Finally, yesterday, she messages me about the comment i left her saying how she does know how i feel and yada yada yada. She tried to guilt me about it bringing up how long we've known each other and i tell her that i'm not ending it because of one comment but because i hate who she is now. She doesn't get it and i know i can't explain it to her so i'm letting it end like this.
[Innocent until proven guilty :D]
Also, Blaine and i almost broke up. Don't worry, all is well now and we are as happy as ever. I've just been really restless lately and needing change and our relationship has been lacking lately so i thought i could use that as my change. Blaine and i talked about it and figured out what was wrong with out relationship and we've been really talking about what's been making us (well, mainly me) unhappy with it lately. Everything is going better now though and we aren't going to break up.
[New hair falls]
I have recently found the joy of Ebay, haha. I won 2 things the other day and bought a Lulu (from FFX/FFX2)dress off of there. The grand total? about $17o. (Lulu dress=$140, 2 t-shirts, #1=$13.50,#2=$22.) Haha, I can't help it! I'm a teenage girl who doesn't live near any large shopping area's i have to get my fix some how
[Day of silence 2006]
I talked to twitch a little. He said he's going to try to really clean up even harder then he has been and that my poem really hit him hard
I'm going to another formal this year!!! My friend Alex (a girl) invited me to go as her date because she didn't have one yet and knew i wanted to go ^.^ I'm all excited, I love getting dressed up :D
[I<3Nesquick!]
I have been keeping my body issues mainly under control. I've had the stomach flu for the past week so I have been extremely lazy making me feel fat and useless. Once i go back to school i'll have gym every day, weightlifting for 30 minutes every tuesday and running/walking for 30 minutes every thursday. I'll fell better about my self then.... i hope.
I talked to my dad the other day.... He thinks he may be in love with a stripper, seriously! I hope he has found love again, he deserves it.
Well, i hope you're all doing well. leave me comments letting me know how you're doing dolls. *hugs* take care.
Much love
Tati