beautiful sapphire sky..
i have a blind date tonight.. not totally.. i've talked to him multiple times on the phone and been sent a picture.. and for all of you who might possibly be worried.. we are meeting in a public place.. (i'm a very cautious person ;) ) and it isn't really a date date.. i just invited him out for drinks after work.. i'm nervous.. because (and anyone who knows me knows this).. i don't date.. i haven't been in the dating scene since last summer.. and it kinda creeps me out when someone blatantly acts interested.. so.. kinda nervous..
anyway.. my mother had surgery yesterday.. and i want to thank those of you who have called and been there for me.. 'cause it really is a hard thing for me.. but she's fine.. she's already at home getting plenty of rest.. it's interesting.. a friend of mine in massachutsetts called to find out how she was doing.. and then some of those who i would consider to be close friends.. didn't even think to ask me how everything went..
i want to apologize to everyone out there who loves me and who i love for my being a complete and total recluse.. i've just been extremely stressed out.. but.. i was woken up last night.. and then i couldn't go back to sleep so.. i cried.. and that helped.. i feel a lot better today.. but i still feel like i could cry.. some more.. i'm taking a vacation next week.. leaving friday, march 5th, and returning the 13th.. i can't wait.. i feel like dayton is suffocating me.. i will be happy to get out of here.. even if it is only for a minute..
anyway.. my mother had surgery yesterday.. and i want to thank those of you who have called and been there for me.. 'cause it really is a hard thing for me.. but she's fine.. she's already at home getting plenty of rest.. it's interesting.. a friend of mine in massachutsetts called to find out how she was doing.. and then some of those who i would consider to be close friends.. didn't even think to ask me how everything went..
i want to apologize to everyone out there who loves me and who i love for my being a complete and total recluse.. i've just been extremely stressed out.. but.. i was woken up last night.. and then i couldn't go back to sleep so.. i cried.. and that helped.. i feel a lot better today.. but i still feel like i could cry.. some more.. i'm taking a vacation next week.. leaving friday, march 5th, and returning the 13th.. i can't wait.. i feel like dayton is suffocating me.. i will be happy to get out of here.. even if it is only for a minute..