Liberate your mind, don't be so narrow-minded..
Why does it seem everyone from that "old school" of mine are nothing but blind attention seeking naive whining lying asses?
Everytime I hear the name of it.. it pisses me off. I got nothing out of that school but stress and pain..>.> Well.. I got Will out of it..but that doesn't count.
When I first went there..everything seem fine..even though I was shy..
I slowly started talking to people..I went there full time I made friends with a lying goth..
Didn't know she was lying till a month into me going there full time.. found out from the English teacher..(she actually did some good..usually she defends the bad kiddies) found out she was lying about her age.. yet I stood by her. Hoping if I hinted on her lies..was a good friend to her..she'd tell me the truth. Fuck that.. she replaced me..to blab about her little anime world.
Made friends with someone else. They were a good friend and all..yet they kept bitching about a certain couple.. for god knows why. Then I got a boyfriend..and it was all good still..then I hear she's complaining about us behind our backs.. I still cared for her though.. then about end of May..it all went down hill..
I got ignored. I got replaced. I got tuned out. I got lied to..I was used. That's when I decided to fight back for a change. What did it gain me? Nothing. I was the one blamed. I was the one who was the bad guy. So I said..fuck that, of course..
Now I see through another person' game. -_-; this time.. I caught it before it could hurt me. Ya know.. it's funny. The trustworthy good friends.. get shit.. and don't get trust in return. Fine. Whatever. Crossroads is full of lying fucks. Horrible friends...ugh. I don't even wanna visit now just thinking about.
If you had the chance to be my friend at Cr...you should have taken it..because it's gone now. So fuck off. ^_^
I can only be patient and nice for so long..till you guys, that go to that school piss me off to the point of not even wanting to talk to anyone that goes there.
Only like 3-5 people that came from that Hell-hole are worth talking to. The rest can go back to the shit hole they congealed from.
Everyone there is the same.
All the bad problem kiddies get the good treatment..but when they hurt the good normal ones..guess whose fault it is? The good ones! -_-;
When there's a problem.. everything there works out unfairly... and it pisses me off..or it did. The teachers act more like the kids. No wonder I was semi-bribed to stay there. I'm the semi-psychologist to the horrible kids. When drama happens..who's there to help..I WAS. Who's there to see the lies and shit of others... I WAS.
Rawrrrrr...
Now I hear that I'm being talked about, in a bad way at that school and I'm not even there. WTF. All because the special ed people decided to go after the school for lacking the academics for certain kid's needs? Not my fucking problem. Brian promised parents certain things..and he never delivered. So don't blame an innocent person..blame yourself. Shame on you. -_-; 3 kids are being left behind a grade or two because they never got what was promised to them. So don't say I'm spreading god damn rumors when I'm not. The district saw something was wrong and went after you. Maybe if you stopped hoping for more money and kids for your school..and worked more on your promises and academic structure..we wouldn't be in this mess.. and those that left..might still be there. My parents, Will's parents, Zane's parents/mother, are doing what's best for us. Not what's best for you. Or what you think is best for us.
I was going to go there part-time when I got caught up..and maybe full time next year. Fuck that. To me.. that school, if you want to call it that, is nothing but stress-filled-lying-teachers-like-kids environment.. I do not need that. Not even if I'm desperate for socializing.
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Now lets talk about the "english teacher". Because someone who goes there..that I'm close with..you can say..is having fun ranting about her..so why can't I?...
First off, she puts her years as being a lawyer..or majoring as one before being an english teacher. Kids may do their hardest to write an essay for her, if you can call them that.. and it's never good enough. Some kids may not be writers..but they try. She always has to analyzes every little bit. When you're an english teacher.. it's ok for a bit of that..but not what she gave us..and gives them now.
She's a major hypocrite. She tells us not to a judge a book until we read it, which is true, yet she has the balls that are nonexistent since she's a female, to tell Will that the Davinci Code was badly written because her friend said so. Uh-huh. Read the book before you say that..
She always takes sides of the problem kids when it comes to shit they do wrong. Yes, innocent Arielle..and innocent Masha. I was blamed for trying to help Masha..and not backing off and letting her hurt herself. Uh huh. Sorry for caring. And supposedly, it was all about me...uh huh. Why would I bother helping if it was? Arielle.. well she's a liar..still..no-doubt about that. Yet, when she lies to a teacher she gets her way. OMG IT"S TOO LOUD IN HERE AHHH!!! It's a school, no shit it's loud. I do not pity her and her social disorder(s). -_-; Of course she always takes the side of her innocent son when he does something wrong. Listen lady, he lies about what happens..and/or exaggerates the bad parts. When Will semi-choked him..it was because he told me to kill myself. He left that out didn't he, eh?
One more thing, she isn't a certified english teacher. So what she was teaching to our old english class was college level not 9th-10th grade english. Only a few books were our level. "You could have asked for another assignment" Yeah..bull. Why should we ask about another assignment..whose job is that? YOURS. Kids are paying over $1,000 a month for what? To hear that. -_-; Leave the college level for those in college. Teach us what we need now.
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I won't go on a rant about Keith..because there's nothing bad about him. ^_^ I like(d) Keith. Still do.
Plus, he's certified teacher, even if it is in Special Ed.
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I thought Crossroads was so great. But now that I'm getting stressed and pissed off over certain people there..I realize it's not healthy for me to be there.
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Oh.. I haven't forgotten about the whole P.D.A. thing that happened in November. I saw what the school was then. It was all about the kids who pay more. Christian and his sister were paying full tuition..while Will and I were getting help. -_-; Another reason why we left.
So if I throw money in the faces of people there..everything is fine and dandy, eh?
When that family left... everything was back to normal. Hah.
Rawr!
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I'm sorry if this has offended anyone. But this is how I feel. If that makes me a bad person for insulting those who go that "Heaven Sent" school..then so be it. I'm not perfect..nor is anyone else. You cannot pretend to be perfect either. Or hide the fact you have flaws..so that your image stays the same. If you showed your flaws..people may respect you more. If you always try to cover your ass and push it on someone else.. IT WILL catch up with you. You'll look like the bad guy..and it won't ever let you go.
Actually, I'm not sorry. In the wise words of my close friend... I'm sorry I ever paid around 10 grand for nothing but pain and suffering.
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Comments have been disabled because I do not want flaming or whining about how good the people in the school are or how I should take this down. I am not violating any of livejournal's T.O.S. rules. I am simply getting out how I feel and felt. If you dislike it so much or think I am lying then don't read it. You have something to say to me..say it to my face, or email me, whichever. Do not hide and say crap that isn't true about me, it shows you're a coward and have something to hide.
Thank you for listening. =)
Sincerely,
Cat
Everytime I hear the name of it.. it pisses me off. I got nothing out of that school but stress and pain..>.> Well.. I got Will out of it..but that doesn't count.
When I first went there..everything seem fine..even though I was shy..
I slowly started talking to people..I went there full time I made friends with a lying goth..
Didn't know she was lying till a month into me going there full time.. found out from the English teacher..(she actually did some good..usually she defends the bad kiddies) found out she was lying about her age.. yet I stood by her. Hoping if I hinted on her lies..was a good friend to her..she'd tell me the truth. Fuck that.. she replaced me..to blab about her little anime world.
Made friends with someone else. They were a good friend and all..yet they kept bitching about a certain couple.. for god knows why. Then I got a boyfriend..and it was all good still..then I hear she's complaining about us behind our backs.. I still cared for her though.. then about end of May..it all went down hill..
I got ignored. I got replaced. I got tuned out. I got lied to..I was used. That's when I decided to fight back for a change. What did it gain me? Nothing. I was the one blamed. I was the one who was the bad guy. So I said..fuck that, of course..
Now I see through another person' game. -_-; this time.. I caught it before it could hurt me. Ya know.. it's funny. The trustworthy good friends.. get shit.. and don't get trust in return. Fine. Whatever. Crossroads is full of lying fucks. Horrible friends...ugh. I don't even wanna visit now just thinking about.
If you had the chance to be my friend at Cr...you should have taken it..because it's gone now. So fuck off. ^_^
I can only be patient and nice for so long..till you guys, that go to that school piss me off to the point of not even wanting to talk to anyone that goes there.
Only like 3-5 people that came from that Hell-hole are worth talking to. The rest can go back to the shit hole they congealed from.
Everyone there is the same.
All the bad problem kiddies get the good treatment..but when they hurt the good normal ones..guess whose fault it is? The good ones! -_-;
When there's a problem.. everything there works out unfairly... and it pisses me off..or it did. The teachers act more like the kids. No wonder I was semi-bribed to stay there. I'm the semi-psychologist to the horrible kids. When drama happens..who's there to help..I WAS. Who's there to see the lies and shit of others... I WAS.
Rawrrrrr...
Now I hear that I'm being talked about, in a bad way at that school and I'm not even there. WTF. All because the special ed people decided to go after the school for lacking the academics for certain kid's needs? Not my fucking problem. Brian promised parents certain things..and he never delivered. So don't blame an innocent person..blame yourself. Shame on you. -_-; 3 kids are being left behind a grade or two because they never got what was promised to them. So don't say I'm spreading god damn rumors when I'm not. The district saw something was wrong and went after you. Maybe if you stopped hoping for more money and kids for your school..and worked more on your promises and academic structure..we wouldn't be in this mess.. and those that left..might still be there. My parents, Will's parents, Zane's parents/mother, are doing what's best for us. Not what's best for you. Or what you think is best for us.
I was going to go there part-time when I got caught up..and maybe full time next year. Fuck that. To me.. that school, if you want to call it that, is nothing but stress-filled-lying-teachers-like-kids environment.. I do not need that. Not even if I'm desperate for socializing.
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Now lets talk about the "english teacher". Because someone who goes there..that I'm close with..you can say..is having fun ranting about her..so why can't I?...
First off, she puts her years as being a lawyer..or majoring as one before being an english teacher. Kids may do their hardest to write an essay for her, if you can call them that.. and it's never good enough. Some kids may not be writers..but they try. She always has to analyzes every little bit. When you're an english teacher.. it's ok for a bit of that..but not what she gave us..and gives them now.
She's a major hypocrite. She tells us not to a judge a book until we read it, which is true, yet she has the balls that are nonexistent since she's a female, to tell Will that the Davinci Code was badly written because her friend said so. Uh-huh. Read the book before you say that..
She always takes sides of the problem kids when it comes to shit they do wrong. Yes, innocent Arielle..and innocent Masha. I was blamed for trying to help Masha..and not backing off and letting her hurt herself. Uh huh. Sorry for caring. And supposedly, it was all about me...uh huh. Why would I bother helping if it was? Arielle.. well she's a liar..still..no-doubt about that. Yet, when she lies to a teacher she gets her way. OMG IT"S TOO LOUD IN HERE AHHH!!! It's a school, no shit it's loud. I do not pity her and her social disorder(s). -_-; Of course she always takes the side of her innocent son when he does something wrong. Listen lady, he lies about what happens..and/or exaggerates the bad parts. When Will semi-choked him..it was because he told me to kill myself. He left that out didn't he, eh?
One more thing, she isn't a certified english teacher. So what she was teaching to our old english class was college level not 9th-10th grade english. Only a few books were our level. "You could have asked for another assignment" Yeah..bull. Why should we ask about another assignment..whose job is that? YOURS. Kids are paying over $1,000 a month for what? To hear that. -_-; Leave the college level for those in college. Teach us what we need now.
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I won't go on a rant about Keith..because there's nothing bad about him. ^_^ I like(d) Keith. Still do.
Plus, he's certified teacher, even if it is in Special Ed.
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I thought Crossroads was so great. But now that I'm getting stressed and pissed off over certain people there..I realize it's not healthy for me to be there.
------------------------------
Oh.. I haven't forgotten about the whole P.D.A. thing that happened in November. I saw what the school was then. It was all about the kids who pay more. Christian and his sister were paying full tuition..while Will and I were getting help. -_-; Another reason why we left.
So if I throw money in the faces of people there..everything is fine and dandy, eh?
When that family left... everything was back to normal. Hah.
Rawr!
-----------------------------
I'm sorry if this has offended anyone. But this is how I feel. If that makes me a bad person for insulting those who go that "Heaven Sent" school..then so be it. I'm not perfect..nor is anyone else. You cannot pretend to be perfect either. Or hide the fact you have flaws..so that your image stays the same. If you showed your flaws..people may respect you more. If you always try to cover your ass and push it on someone else.. IT WILL catch up with you. You'll look like the bad guy..and it won't ever let you go.
Actually, I'm not sorry. In the wise words of my close friend... I'm sorry I ever paid around 10 grand for nothing but pain and suffering.
-----
Comments have been disabled because I do not want flaming or whining about how good the people in the school are or how I should take this down. I am not violating any of livejournal's T.O.S. rules. I am simply getting out how I feel and felt. If you dislike it so much or think I am lying then don't read it. You have something to say to me..say it to my face, or email me, whichever. Do not hide and say crap that isn't true about me, it shows you're a coward and have something to hide.
Thank you for listening. =)
Sincerely,
Cat