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He's supposed to be getting married tomorrow so he's been healthier, happier, quiet though. Really, he was hoping if he shut up and meditated, he'd heal and plus he wouldn't be in the way of Daniel doing things.
Plus he's good at disappearing on people. Not Laurel. He doesn't think he's really left her because she's always in his thoughts and he has yet to ever question whether or not he loves her.
He's a bad parent. He knows this. He knows he should been around the second he starts to teleport to his son's house. And it's like a wave of nausea because Daniel's not home, not at his new house, not anywhere.
Orfeo takes a moment to freak out then to calm down. Daniel can't be dead. He'd have known. He'd have felt it.
"So what did that fuck do?" Orfeo wonders outloud.
He finds his son after a good deal of searching telepathically. And it's painful once he gets close because Daniel has a protection spell up and he can't get through it.
"Shit."
He has no idea what happened. It hits him like a cold shock to the spine that really, he doesn't know. At all.
And that he's scared to find out. Actually scared. Daniel's always been fucked up because of him. Daniel's always hidden it so well and Orfeo's always pretended that he didn't know that it was actually horrible. If Daniel's not pretending anymore...
He's a coward.
He knows. Has always known and has always deserved whatever hatred, sadness, raging his son has to hurl at him. But he doesn't want to face it when it won't make Daniel feel better.
So he just eyes the flashing blue barrier of protective magic and stalks away to find Sebastian. He's not a good father but the other man could be.
Plus he's good at disappearing on people. Not Laurel. He doesn't think he's really left her because she's always in his thoughts and he has yet to ever question whether or not he loves her.
He's a bad parent. He knows this. He knows he should been around the second he starts to teleport to his son's house. And it's like a wave of nausea because Daniel's not home, not at his new house, not anywhere.
Orfeo takes a moment to freak out then to calm down. Daniel can't be dead. He'd have known. He'd have felt it.
"So what did that fuck do?" Orfeo wonders outloud.
He finds his son after a good deal of searching telepathically. And it's painful once he gets close because Daniel has a protection spell up and he can't get through it.
"Shit."
He has no idea what happened. It hits him like a cold shock to the spine that really, he doesn't know. At all.
And that he's scared to find out. Actually scared. Daniel's always been fucked up because of him. Daniel's always hidden it so well and Orfeo's always pretended that he didn't know that it was actually horrible. If Daniel's not pretending anymore...
He's a coward.
He knows. Has always known and has always deserved whatever hatred, sadness, raging his son has to hurl at him. But he doesn't want to face it when it won't make Daniel feel better.
So he just eyes the flashing blue barrier of protective magic and stalks away to find Sebastian. He's not a good father but the other man could be.