Nice Day Today Kinda!!
Well Today Was A Good Day(Kinda).For Those Who Looks At The LJ My Day At School Was Great,Just I Hated The Fact Of Some The People That Go There I Know And This One Gurl That I Used To Like Is There And I Just Found Out She Had A Kid Like 7 Months Ago So Yea.I Kinda Like The School,I Did Finish All My Work Like I Was Sopose To,I Stay To Myself Mostly And Didn't Be A Smart Ass Or Be Rude In Class.I Get 15mins Breaks Every Hour And A Half,So Yea It Has It Do's And Don'ts.Jesiqua And Me Are Going Back Out But I Still Feel Like She Doesn't Care For Me And She Just Put's With Me Cuz I'm Not Like The Other Firends She Has That Stands Her Up Or Throws Her Out Of An Car.I Was Sick Saturday And Sunday,And Sunday Morning Around 3:00 a.m. During The Time Period I Was Sick Jesiqua Took Me To The ER On Her Birthday Cuz She Just Turn 17 Which I Hope It Was Great For Her,And Stay There The Four Hours While I Was In There....I Really Do Appect The Things She Does For Me.But I Really Don't Get Her Sometimes,One Minute She Wants Me Around And Then Another Minute She Like Get The Fuck Away From Me...Or I Did Something Wrong That I Didn't Notice...She Called Me Today About Something(I Don't Know What It Is Becuz A I Was Sleeping And B My Phone Was On Varbate)And When I Try To Call Her Back To See What Was Up It Sounded Like She Was Piss At Me...Told Me Not To Worry About It And That It Doesn't Matter And After That When I Ask Did She Want Me To Call Her Later She Said Yea And Hung Up On Me(That Hurted)Becuz Now I Feel Like I Did Something Wrong Cuz All I Did Was Fall Asleep Cuz I Was Tired.One Of The Main Reason Why I Don't Take Naps.Now My Day Is Compeltely Fuck Cuz I Would Like To Know Whats Wrong With Her And What Did I Do Wrong.Cuz Now I Feel Like I'm A Shitty Boyfirend All Over Again,And I Shouldn't Have To But I Do...Becuz I Really Do Love Jesiqua And I Wanna Really Try To Work Things Out With The Gurl Becuz I Feel That She Is The Love Of My Life That I've Been Looking For,Even Tho She Tells Everyone I'm Just A Firend(Which It Hurts But Its Probely For Good Causes But I Don't Worry).Like I Really Thought Things Was Going To Get Back On Track But I Can't Back On Track Without Jesiqua By My Side Becuz She Is The Only Gurlfirend I've Had So Far That Actally Gives A Shit When She Can...And Like I Told Alot Of People I Really Can't Live Without Her.Anyways I Gotta Go Have To Study...Peace!!!! ~Dark~