Wow, I suck.

[dark_mark_hamil]

I've been looking long and hard at my life. Again. It seems that when I try not to make the same mistakes, I compound them with new ones. I've really hurt some people who mean alot to me and I can't really justify it. I love every friend I have and I take enormous joy in the fact that they exist. Whether or not I see or speak to them, months or years, I still care. I'm not good at staying in touch but barring larger problems I try to pick up where it was left at each meeting. With some it works, others it doesn't. I'm sincerely sorry for all the pain I've caused to wonderful people. I acknowledge being intensely self centered. Whatever friendships have ended due to my inattention are mourned.
With a few exceptions.

This by no means states that I'm no longer a flaming narcissist, merely that I'm aware of it and I love you despite it.