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Title: The funeral of hearts - ch 5
Author: dark_light_girl
Pairing: Ville/Bam
Rating: pg-13
Summary: Just as Bam finds happiness, his life and love are torn apart
Disclaimer: I dont own ville or bam, but wish i did XD twuld be fun
Warnings: tis a tiny bit sad = [
Author's Notes: This is my first ever fic, so comments critial or otherwise appreciated, taah x
This is just a kinda filler chapter, so excuse me if it sucks.
"Bam?"
I continued to stare out the window,
"Bam?!"
Tears pricking my eyes.
"BRANDON!"
I jolted back to reality, wincing at the sound of my real name.
"Its not fair" I stated simply, not looking him in the eyes.
"Im sorry, but Its the rules." The therapist replied, "One more week and then you can see him. I promise"
I looked away again, sighing.
After 4 months, 2 failed suicide attempts and one overdose i had ended up here, a hospital for fuckin psychos. And i still couldnt be with my baby. For some fucked up reason they didnt want me to see him. They all kept saying "just one more week" but It never happens. Im just stuck here, trying to explain to these blokes in linen suits that I'l be fine, once i see his face, But they wont let me go, Not until I "Improve."
I blame April.
She's the one who sent me here in the first place, now Im cut off from everyone, and more importantly, Im cut off from Ville.
***
I'm going mad.
I can't tell wether Im alive or dead. Its always the same, silence and darkness.
He's left me.
My only connection to everything that is real, and the bastards left me.
Though i guess it was only a matter of time.
What use am I to him when i cant even open my eyes.
And even though nothing's changed. It seems to get worse everyday.
The darkness is getting blacker, the silence more deafening...
Im tiered now. Everything is a haze. I just want to sleep, even if Il never wake up...
***
I'm awakened by the sound of my door unlocking. Its still dark, and this thought scares me. It cant be a good sign.
"Bam," Its my therapist, again. "Bam, wake up. Its Ville, His vital signs are dropping."
I shoot upwards from my bed, terror contorting my face.
"I need to get to him, NOW!" I demand.
and to my suprise, They don't stop me.
He must be dying.
***
He's in the operating theatre, one of his lungs decided to collapse.
They think he was trying to breathe.
They think he gained conciousness for a split second.
They think he's going to die.
Im not aloud out of the goddamn sight of the nurses, I cant stop crying and Ape and the others won't stop staring at me. Its like they think Im going to explode.
An hour passes and Nobody even talks, Then suddenly A man appears from the doors on the left. Everybodys gaze shoots to him, looking for answers.
"His condition has stabliized, the operation was a sucsess" Relief floods over me.
The doctor then shifts his gaze to me,
"Mr Margera," He pauses,
"He's awake."
***
sorry it took so long, been revisin for my mocks :(
Comments are <3sss
Author: dark_light_girl
Pairing: Ville/Bam
Rating: pg-13
Summary: Just as Bam finds happiness, his life and love are torn apart
Disclaimer: I dont own ville or bam, but wish i did XD twuld be fun
Warnings: tis a tiny bit sad = [
Author's Notes: This is my first ever fic, so comments critial or otherwise appreciated, taah x
This is just a kinda filler chapter, so excuse me if it sucks.
"Bam?"
I continued to stare out the window,
"Bam?!"
Tears pricking my eyes.
"BRANDON!"
I jolted back to reality, wincing at the sound of my real name.
"Its not fair" I stated simply, not looking him in the eyes.
"Im sorry, but Its the rules." The therapist replied, "One more week and then you can see him. I promise"
I looked away again, sighing.
After 4 months, 2 failed suicide attempts and one overdose i had ended up here, a hospital for fuckin psychos. And i still couldnt be with my baby. For some fucked up reason they didnt want me to see him. They all kept saying "just one more week" but It never happens. Im just stuck here, trying to explain to these blokes in linen suits that I'l be fine, once i see his face, But they wont let me go, Not until I "Improve."
I blame April.
She's the one who sent me here in the first place, now Im cut off from everyone, and more importantly, Im cut off from Ville.
***
I'm going mad.
I can't tell wether Im alive or dead. Its always the same, silence and darkness.
He's left me.
My only connection to everything that is real, and the bastards left me.
Though i guess it was only a matter of time.
What use am I to him when i cant even open my eyes.
And even though nothing's changed. It seems to get worse everyday.
The darkness is getting blacker, the silence more deafening...
Im tiered now. Everything is a haze. I just want to sleep, even if Il never wake up...
***
I'm awakened by the sound of my door unlocking. Its still dark, and this thought scares me. It cant be a good sign.
"Bam," Its my therapist, again. "Bam, wake up. Its Ville, His vital signs are dropping."
I shoot upwards from my bed, terror contorting my face.
"I need to get to him, NOW!" I demand.
and to my suprise, They don't stop me.
He must be dying.
***
He's in the operating theatre, one of his lungs decided to collapse.
They think he was trying to breathe.
They think he gained conciousness for a split second.
They think he's going to die.
Im not aloud out of the goddamn sight of the nurses, I cant stop crying and Ape and the others won't stop staring at me. Its like they think Im going to explode.
An hour passes and Nobody even talks, Then suddenly A man appears from the doors on the left. Everybodys gaze shoots to him, looking for answers.
"His condition has stabliized, the operation was a sucsess" Relief floods over me.
The doctor then shifts his gaze to me,
"Mr Margera," He pauses,
"He's awake."
***
sorry it took so long, been revisin for my mocks :(
Comments are <3sss