just one of those days....
i dont know whats wrong with me ... i have just had this over whelming sence of sadness burdening me today. ive been doubting myself and everything around me .. i feel as tho im at the bottom of a big black hole and i cant climb out. sadness .. lonelyness... **sighs** maybe its just the holidays..
or maybe it cause everything this far this month has gone wrong.. at every turn it seems like everything im doing is wrong.. i cant make my boss happy .. all he does is yell and make me doubt myself.. Doubt myself.. something ive never done before ...i've always thought i was okies in all of my ablities but now i dont know ... i feel like i cant do my job right .. i feel like i cant write well anymore .. i feel like i cant build web sites any more .. hell i feel as tho i have even lost the ablility to be a good storyteller for the people i play WOD with .. **sighs**
well im gonna go post and see if i can start to feel any better ... latter
love
Brandy
P.S. Great i just brok my roomates deask now .. what else is gonna go wrong???? next thing i know the musical will be a disaster ... and the him consert will be a bomb... ( knock on wood)
or maybe it cause everything this far this month has gone wrong.. at every turn it seems like everything im doing is wrong.. i cant make my boss happy .. all he does is yell and make me doubt myself.. Doubt myself.. something ive never done before ...i've always thought i was okies in all of my ablities but now i dont know ... i feel like i cant do my job right .. i feel like i cant write well anymore .. i feel like i cant build web sites any more .. hell i feel as tho i have even lost the ablility to be a good storyteller for the people i play WOD with .. **sighs**
well im gonna go post and see if i can start to feel any better ... latter
love
Brandy
P.S. Great i just brok my roomates deask now .. what else is gonna go wrong???? next thing i know the musical will be a disaster ... and the him consert will be a bomb... ( knock on wood)