Friends
I have a question for you people. Do you ever feel like you have to compete to be someones friend? Do you ever feel like you wanna be frineds with someone, but they're always with other people? Its the story of my life. Is it wrong to be tired of competeing to be friends? Should i give up and just say " Fuck it"? I've spent two years of High School trying t get people to like me, or more like trying to get them to notice me. Sometimes i feel like i'm caught in a void, everything that i have in constantly being sucked from me. litttle by little, everyday. Is it worth the pain to have friends? Is it woth it to ever love anyone? Whats the point? The second you love someone they turn around and stab you with a dull wodden spoon, right in the heart. friends are like the weather. The come and go in the wind. Some of my best friends may not actually be my best friends. I thank God for my bestest buddy ever, Andrew. He's the only friend that has and will remain a constant in my life.