Nov 09, 2005 23:16
Not much to update about. I've been a bit depressed lately, and I'm not sure why. I've finally gotten back in touch with reality, and learned not to tell myself "I can't" anymore, so that's a good thing. I've also made a very big decision which I'm sure will be hard but will pay off in the long run. I've realized what all my insecurity was stemming form, and because of that I've decided to take a vow of celibacy. Yeah, I know what you're thinking. But seriously. I'm not sure how long it will last, my goal is five months. I really think this will help me get myself on track, and getting my daughter up here ASAP is definitely worht the sacrifice.