#21: Three weeks....
Three weeks.
yeah, it's that easy.
i want to get to at least a year without a drink.
A year is a good test, if i can avoid situations that put me in so much pain that i feel like i have to numb myself, i should have no problem reaching the one year mark.
If I fall off before one year.. i have a problem.
if i reach one year, and it's this fucking easy...
then fuck you people. i'm gonna go back to drinking. it would seem obvious after that that i don't have any real problem and it's just that those around me are pussy footed bitches who don't like who i am unless i conform to their standards... and that doesn't make me happy.
i'm doing this right not to figure out if i really do have a problem.
1 year: November 1st, 2009.
Well, a li'l less than one year, now.
but anyways, i'm three weeks completely clean and sober.
and the not having a cigarette is making me miserable... i never said i wasn't addicted to cigarettes. and i'm not trying to quit. just cut back some.
ok. i have breakfast.
i'm gonna get over the bad dream i had.
yeah, it's that easy.
i want to get to at least a year without a drink.
A year is a good test, if i can avoid situations that put me in so much pain that i feel like i have to numb myself, i should have no problem reaching the one year mark.
If I fall off before one year.. i have a problem.
if i reach one year, and it's this fucking easy...
then fuck you people. i'm gonna go back to drinking. it would seem obvious after that that i don't have any real problem and it's just that those around me are pussy footed bitches who don't like who i am unless i conform to their standards... and that doesn't make me happy.
i'm doing this right not to figure out if i really do have a problem.
1 year: November 1st, 2009.
Well, a li'l less than one year, now.
but anyways, i'm three weeks completely clean and sober.
and the not having a cigarette is making me miserable... i never said i wasn't addicted to cigarettes. and i'm not trying to quit. just cut back some.
ok. i have breakfast.
i'm gonna get over the bad dream i had.