Aug 16, 2006 13:27
Dear Damien..
I don't understand why you're always trying to talk to me. Or myspace me. Or try to be friend, when we all know it's not going to happen. We are completely different people and I'm sorry but I can't get over they way you have treated me in the past.
I dont understand your idea of "love". I could never hurt someone I love like you hurt me.
I dont udnerstand what either of us would get by us hanging out and trying to be friends. It would only bring back a lot of hurt feeligns that i have and i would be paranoid of a lot of thigns. It wouldnt make either of us feel better. It wouldnt help anything and we wouldnt gain anything.
Also, you know there are a lot of people on both sides of our lives that hate you and hate me. I don't even want to get into that or come in the middle of anything.
For the sake of my sanity and the hurt that i have felt... just drop it.
Move on already. You don't love me. You never have. Why do you keep bothering me? I'm better now then i ever have been.
There was a time I would have given anything to make you happy. Not anymore. I'm sorry.