~"Invisible Ugly Duckling Gets A Rose"~
...and danced the night away....
[Previously]
After an early evening movie, I decide to kick it @ Chanda's for a while til we are ready to head out to the club. We decided to grab a bite to eat and watch a little CHARMED before as well. Once the episode was over, Crystal calls and asks if I was ready. I wasn't ready because I had thought we were going to leave around ten, but apparently plans changed, so I had to haul ass home so I could get ready. I still had to shower and shave. Usually when I shave, I tend to cut myself, I have no idea why, but by rushing last night, I did pretty ok. Pretty weird if you ask me.
I also decided to wear my eyeshadow, just cuz i wanted to look "gay" last night. Idk. Anywhoo, after I dropped off my car @ Chanda's, we go to pick up Sandra, then head to the club.
Alot of jams came on, and I was there to relieve any stress, by dancing of course. I felt like a Star on the dancefloor. I saw many familiar faces, but perhaps those faces did not recognize mine. It wasn't because my eyes were covered in the shadow, but perhaps because I was just a memory of some sort. Dancing can be pretty exhausting, depending on the way you move, but when i was on the sides taking a little break, i would hear a good beat, and it was back to the dancefloor for me.
When the show came on, it was good, but I had seemed to feel a little bored, let alone my contacts were already starting to irritate me. Sandra had nudged me and told me she'd be right back. She came back with two roses in her hands. One for Chanda, and one for me. I had received small gifts from my friends before, but I had never received a rose, or any flower for that matter, from anyone, including anyone whom I have dated.
I know this is going to sound somewhat cheesy, but I had hoped that someone would of asked me to danced with them. When Crystal was trying to find her new gf, and the other two girls were taking break, I was down at the bottom on the side, viewing the dancefloor and watching people pass by. At one point I decided to dance by myself. At that time, it looked like this couple right near me had been talking about me because it appeared that one of them had looked at me and sort of laughed.
Feeling a little bad, I tried not to let the scene of "love in the air" get to me so much, so I just indulged in the music to carry me off. The music drifting away the thought of stressful school work and many other situations. Although before one last time crystal danced with me, i felt more people staring at me dancing alone. Perhaps I was right. Appearance seems to be everything. At least I think it does there.
Our night was ending, so we decided to go. On the way home, I guess I fell asleep for a while in the car. When we got to Chanda's house, I woke up , and my eyeshadow was smeared. Was it the sweat that smeared it, or was it a few tears that undid it? I told Chanda that I was just going to head home and that I'd see her later. She said ok, and I went home. I had a headache so I took some asprin and went to my room. Once I got comfortable, I just thought about memories. Memories of that Night, and perhaps a few from the past. I even wished upon memories from the future. I thank Crystal for taking me out, but I owe it to Sandra, for making me feel beautiful.
So, with his Rose, the "Invisible Ugly Duckling", drifted into his sleep and danced the night away....
[Previously]
After an early evening movie, I decide to kick it @ Chanda's for a while til we are ready to head out to the club. We decided to grab a bite to eat and watch a little CHARMED before as well. Once the episode was over, Crystal calls and asks if I was ready. I wasn't ready because I had thought we were going to leave around ten, but apparently plans changed, so I had to haul ass home so I could get ready. I still had to shower and shave. Usually when I shave, I tend to cut myself, I have no idea why, but by rushing last night, I did pretty ok. Pretty weird if you ask me.
I also decided to wear my eyeshadow, just cuz i wanted to look "gay" last night. Idk. Anywhoo, after I dropped off my car @ Chanda's, we go to pick up Sandra, then head to the club.
Alot of jams came on, and I was there to relieve any stress, by dancing of course. I felt like a Star on the dancefloor. I saw many familiar faces, but perhaps those faces did not recognize mine. It wasn't because my eyes were covered in the shadow, but perhaps because I was just a memory of some sort. Dancing can be pretty exhausting, depending on the way you move, but when i was on the sides taking a little break, i would hear a good beat, and it was back to the dancefloor for me.
When the show came on, it was good, but I had seemed to feel a little bored, let alone my contacts were already starting to irritate me. Sandra had nudged me and told me she'd be right back. She came back with two roses in her hands. One for Chanda, and one for me. I had received small gifts from my friends before, but I had never received a rose, or any flower for that matter, from anyone, including anyone whom I have dated.
I know this is going to sound somewhat cheesy, but I had hoped that someone would of asked me to danced with them. When Crystal was trying to find her new gf, and the other two girls were taking break, I was down at the bottom on the side, viewing the dancefloor and watching people pass by. At one point I decided to dance by myself. At that time, it looked like this couple right near me had been talking about me because it appeared that one of them had looked at me and sort of laughed.
Feeling a little bad, I tried not to let the scene of "love in the air" get to me so much, so I just indulged in the music to carry me off. The music drifting away the thought of stressful school work and many other situations. Although before one last time crystal danced with me, i felt more people staring at me dancing alone. Perhaps I was right. Appearance seems to be everything. At least I think it does there.
Our night was ending, so we decided to go. On the way home, I guess I fell asleep for a while in the car. When we got to Chanda's house, I woke up , and my eyeshadow was smeared. Was it the sweat that smeared it, or was it a few tears that undid it? I told Chanda that I was just going to head home and that I'd see her later. She said ok, and I went home. I had a headache so I took some asprin and went to my room. Once I got comfortable, I just thought about memories. Memories of that Night, and perhaps a few from the past. I even wished upon memories from the future. I thank Crystal for taking me out, but I owe it to Sandra, for making me feel beautiful.
So, with his Rose, the "Invisible Ugly Duckling", drifted into his sleep and danced the night away....