hey all
So I haven’t posted in awhile. And while a lot of it has to do with my being so busy at times, a lot of it has to do with my waning and apathetic nature. So I probably never would’ve posted this, but since Barbara kindly asked me to update Something, I guess this is my shot at blogging redemption.
Unfortunately, you’re catching me at a time when I’m really sorta pissed at my 16 year old, intelligent, but belligerent piece of crap roommate sometimes. Smart guy, and while we get along sometimes, sometimes he annoys me to no end. And I’ve dealt with a lot of s#!t, I certainly Don’t expect it from some punk kid. Even if he is some missionary kid from hungry/ minnesotian. And its not as cool as you think, so don’t make presumptions about how cool he might be.
College is alright. I started off as a music major, and definitely changed. Its just really screwed up thinking I fought so hard for it, then realize its not what I wanted to do. So now its stuff like philosophy and art, with music ensembles. College doesn’t really seem that great to me, unfortunately. I kinda sadistically and cynically at times, just refer to it as something to do.
I apologize for the state of mind that wrote this thing. Its just weird. I have a ton of stuff and just want to avoid all of it. And I’m not making many if any real friends, while I do meet people. And the people I do know, its not the best kind of friendships ever. Its rather unfortunate really.
I’m sorry. This is something high school freshman go through, and I guarantee its far beyond that scope. But I’m afraid I just placed myself in predicaments that I just am worse off than I started with. Anyways…
I hope school is well for everyone else. If its not, it will be. Everything will work out in its own course, in its own time…
Unfortunately, you’re catching me at a time when I’m really sorta pissed at my 16 year old, intelligent, but belligerent piece of crap roommate sometimes. Smart guy, and while we get along sometimes, sometimes he annoys me to no end. And I’ve dealt with a lot of s#!t, I certainly Don’t expect it from some punk kid. Even if he is some missionary kid from hungry/ minnesotian. And its not as cool as you think, so don’t make presumptions about how cool he might be.
College is alright. I started off as a music major, and definitely changed. Its just really screwed up thinking I fought so hard for it, then realize its not what I wanted to do. So now its stuff like philosophy and art, with music ensembles. College doesn’t really seem that great to me, unfortunately. I kinda sadistically and cynically at times, just refer to it as something to do.
I apologize for the state of mind that wrote this thing. Its just weird. I have a ton of stuff and just want to avoid all of it. And I’m not making many if any real friends, while I do meet people. And the people I do know, its not the best kind of friendships ever. Its rather unfortunate really.
I’m sorry. This is something high school freshman go through, and I guarantee its far beyond that scope. But I’m afraid I just placed myself in predicaments that I just am worse off than I started with. Anyways…
I hope school is well for everyone else. If its not, it will be. Everything will work out in its own course, in its own time…