here is where, we both go wrong.
sigh. I'll never understand how patience works. but i know mine keeps getting tested these past two days. How worry for some people, automatically end up in anger. how impatience and agitation, lead to snapping at people.
which is why, i need to keep mine in check. some people have the ability to sustain their anger-management longer than others. some have great patience spans. but i don't. but i try...man. where does all that energy go? where is there an adequate place, to simply release the chains and weights of such emotion?
yes Mother. you and dad have established many times your annoyance wth me not knowing where to go yet. DO you honestly think that yelling at me about it will help? Personally, i don't think so. *deep breathe, and release*.
and yes mom, i guess i should be glad that you've noticed that i actually have a life, and things to do, except for study. Well, *deep breathe, and release*, whether you and father like it or not, studying's not the only thing that'll get me into college. its not my main priority, because i've been trying my best, and these past few days, i hadnt needed to study extra.
*deep breathes* i'm slipping, aren't i? i've had a good past few days, and now its coming back to get me. *deep breathe* this isn't a good sign...
which is why, i need to keep mine in check. some people have the ability to sustain their anger-management longer than others. some have great patience spans. but i don't. but i try...man. where does all that energy go? where is there an adequate place, to simply release the chains and weights of such emotion?
yes Mother. you and dad have established many times your annoyance wth me not knowing where to go yet. DO you honestly think that yelling at me about it will help? Personally, i don't think so. *deep breathe, and release*.
and yes mom, i guess i should be glad that you've noticed that i actually have a life, and things to do, except for study. Well, *deep breathe, and release*, whether you and father like it or not, studying's not the only thing that'll get me into college. its not my main priority, because i've been trying my best, and these past few days, i hadnt needed to study extra.
*deep breathes* i'm slipping, aren't i? i've had a good past few days, and now its coming back to get me. *deep breathe* this isn't a good sign...