May 09, 2006 16:27
so the pregnant epidmic at walmart continues, I just found out another girl is having a baby. I hope she has a girl, what is up with every single pregnant person having a boy?? Enough with the boys alreadyOf the 8 pregnant girls, 5 are having boys the rest don't know what they're having yet, what is up with this, stop having boys! Anyway this makes me so grateful that I did not have a baby, I mean I thought it was very tragic at the time, and it is, and it still makes me a little sad, but I am very happy that what happened happened. I'm free to live my own life right now and that is a blessing, that I don't have to do the "normal" thing just yet. I don't really know when I'll want to do that, I'm so young, and it amazes me that people my age are ok with having a baby, getting married, settling down, ugh.
I'm just so happy that in approx. 100 days I'll be on a flight to Dallas, Texas here I come. I can't wait, and I'm just so thankful that I can just up and go wherever I want pretty much at the drop of a hat, no worrying about who is gonna take care of my kid. So yes I can just up and go to Dallas, and then hopefully in another 8 months I'll be traveling there again...for a more extended stay. I mean if I had a kid I couldn't just do this, I'd have to really plan things out, well not that I don't plan things, but you know what I mean.
Thankfully I'm not tied down here with anyone, not like I have to worry about what the baby's father thinks of any of this, I mean there is so much to consider when you stop and think about it. If the dad isn't a deadbeat than you have to actually consider his feelings and what he wants, and men are dumbasses who never want what we want...unless it's sex and/or food.
Anyway I'm off to go do whatever the hell I feel like doing....