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so yeah I really want to just get the hell out of here, but then again if I do what will that mean? I just want to go with it, just pack up and leave, but what then? I mean I was going to move to Dallas, but it wasn't the right time, should I just move, because now it might be a better time, or should I set off on some cross country adventure. Should I go alone, or should I go with my dad, or someone else? too many questions. I can't just sit around New Hampshire forever can I? I guess I can, but what will I think in 25 years if all I do is work at walmart and do what's "normal" you know try to find a husband, have a kid, buy a house, aaahhhhhh marriage is soooooo overrated, if I love someone why the hell do I have to prove it with a ring and some vows, ask anyone who knows me, if I feel like you're honest to me and respect me, I'll be loyal to you, no question, so why the hell do I have so make some promise? And doesn't it say that taking an oath is sort of like forsaking God, so why is the Catholic Church so into marriage? Or is this like a vow to God? I don't get it, aren't we not supposed to take oaths, and isn't a marriage an oath to eachother? Maybe I don't get it, maybe I'm just confused, that would not surprise me
I'm just sort of being silly right now but I don't get it. I mean for real, what's it all about, what's with all this separation of church and state but oooh wait marriage is legal...blah blah blah i hate it. I mean I guess you could get married without having a marriage licence than you'd be married in the eyes of the Church but not legally????? what the hell is going on with this, ban marriage, live together for 18 months petitions and get it ok'ed with the state, marriage is dumb I'm so never getting married, my parents rock the party with that one!
I want food, lots and lots of food
mmmmmm burget king. You know I was almost thrilled because I lost 8lbs and all I've done is eat since then damn me!
so yeah I really want to just get the hell out of here, but then again if I do what will that mean? I just want to go with it, just pack up and leave, but what then? I mean I was going to move to Dallas, but it wasn't the right time, should I just move, because now it might be a better time, or should I set off on some cross country adventure. Should I go alone, or should I go with my dad, or someone else? too many questions. I can't just sit around New Hampshire forever can I? I guess I can, but what will I think in 25 years if all I do is work at walmart and do what's "normal" you know try to find a husband, have a kid, buy a house, aaahhhhhh marriage is soooooo overrated, if I love someone why the hell do I have to prove it with a ring and some vows, ask anyone who knows me, if I feel like you're honest to me and respect me, I'll be loyal to you, no question, so why the hell do I have so make some promise? And doesn't it say that taking an oath is sort of like forsaking God, so why is the Catholic Church so into marriage? Or is this like a vow to God? I don't get it, aren't we not supposed to take oaths, and isn't a marriage an oath to eachother? Maybe I don't get it, maybe I'm just confused, that would not surprise me
I'm just sort of being silly right now but I don't get it. I mean for real, what's it all about, what's with all this separation of church and state but oooh wait marriage is legal...blah blah blah i hate it. I mean I guess you could get married without having a marriage licence than you'd be married in the eyes of the Church but not legally????? what the hell is going on with this, ban marriage, live together for 18 months petitions and get it ok'ed with the state, marriage is dumb I'm so never getting married, my parents rock the party with that one!
I want food, lots and lots of food
mmmmmm burget king. You know I was almost thrilled because I lost 8lbs and all I've done is eat since then damn me!