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well it's amazing what happens when you ask God to guide you, and help bring you to forgiveness and serenity and change. I know that as of right now I am not the same person I was even two hours ago, and I know I'm going to continue to change. This is a strange feeling, as if I have to remeet the people I already know, as if there is something different, and I know things will keep changing. I have to take care of what I have been given, it's not my fault that I have these things, it's not my fault that I feel or act in certain ways. It is my fault that I have done nothing or very little about them, and it is my fault that I have not taken a look at some of the ways I act, why I act that way and stopping it when I could have.