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Jan 07, 2006 15:23

It's funny we're celebrating new years here a week late haha. Should be fun. It's funny how much can happen/change in a year, in a month, in a week, a day. I just think it's weird. I mean if a year ago you told me I'd be doing what I'm doing and living with who I'm living with, I might have believed you, but had to told me this five months ago I would have laughed. This past week was a good one for me, I feel like I did more in one week then I did in a year, I know that it's not true, but sometimes it feels that way. If we look at the last two months it's true, I went from the most unstable emotional state I've ever been in, to being happy again. It isn't that i was never happy the past five years, it's just that it was such a constant battle with myself everyday. It's not so much like that for me now, I really feel like I can do anything, and I can do it alone. By alone I mean not in a relationship, I can do things, I don't have to count on someone for everything. I can go do something when I want to, I don't have to wait around. It's simple but it was hard for me. For a while I thought I couldn't go on alone blah blah blah, but guess what I can do it. I can do whatever it is that I want. I can be whoever it is that I want.
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