will he even remember?

Sep 14, 2011 18:20

I'm tempted to call my brother up and ask him to build that room for me that he was going to build while I lived there for something long term. I paid him $200 a month, which was supposed to go to building the room, but it never happened. I moved out and they quickly built a screened in porch back there. It was done about a month after I moved out. I moved because my nephew needed his bedroom back and because I wanted to be more independent. I ended up broke and moved even further away to move in with my girlfriend. Since then, things have gone to shit. She told me today that she's scared of me.

How am I supposed to handle that? I struggle enough with my head issues, but now she's scared of me and I don't know what to do about it. I want to just give up. Stop the meds, say fuck it to working and lose myself in my own personal paradise.
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