Jul 31, 2011 14:57
I hung out with some friends last night. I got home around 2:30am. My voice has come back. I took a nap today. I don't feel any better. There is a storm coming. I can feel it in my bones. I've also had a headache for the past 24 hours. In the back of my head.
Waiting for the end to come, wishing I had strength to stand, this is not what I had planned, its out of my control. Flying at the speed of light, thoughts were spinning in my head, so many things were left unsaid, its hard to let you go. I know what it takes to move on, I know how it feels to lie, all I want to do is trade this life for something new, holding on to what I have, its got. SItting in anempty room, trying to forget the pass, this was never meant to last, I wish it wasn't so. I know what it takes to move on, I know how it feels to lie, all I want to do is trade this life for something new.