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I feel odd tonight. Mostly down. Happy about more thunder at least!! Well I guess the down feeling hasn't been just for tonight. I feel very untrusting of men now. Just the thought of letting another into my life scares me. It's the lack of trust for anyone, and then all the emotions and things I will go through.... But I also want to be loved and love someone. Hold someone and be held back. I feel unhappy as a person and tend to not like myself much. All I can see if some ugly horrible person in the mirror. Meh. Fuck it. Being to serious.
I think I will go back to fishing on FF11... much more fun!! :D
I love storms so much. Something so beautiful about watching them and listening to classical music. Bit of Beethovens Moonlight Sonata.... ahh and a nice cup of tea :)
I think I will go back to fishing on FF11... much more fun!! :D
I love storms so much. Something so beautiful about watching them and listening to classical music. Bit of Beethovens Moonlight Sonata.... ahh and a nice cup of tea :)