[private] Lucky 13 indeed
It's really difficult sometimes to know how I should feel around people. Everyone has such an advantage over me, or at least that's how it feels sometimes. They know things about me that I don't even remember but I know nothing about them. Even the people who I apparently wasn't close with before the accident, I can't ever be sure how much they have on me.
I kissed June at midnight on New Years Eve. It was meant to be just a friendly kiss, I think, but it felt like more. At least, it did to me. I think that perhaps I confuse friendly affection with deeper feelings (maybe that's why I appear to have been so... promiscuous... in my past affairs) and June is certainly affectionate with her friends, always hugging people, holding hands. Maybe I was wrong and Roy IS the right man for her - she seems happy enough and he's certainly not shut the hell up about her since they went out on their first date. Typical that I realise how I feel about someone after the opportunity has passed. My life seems to be a catalogue of bad timing. But at least she's happy, and there's no chance of me losing a good friend by making an unwanted proposition.
I think more Killers and another pack of Doritos is required. At least work is going well.
I kissed June at midnight on New Years Eve. It was meant to be just a friendly kiss, I think, but it felt like more. At least, it did to me. I think that perhaps I confuse friendly affection with deeper feelings (maybe that's why I appear to have been so... promiscuous... in my past affairs) and June is certainly affectionate with her friends, always hugging people, holding hands. Maybe I was wrong and Roy IS the right man for her - she seems happy enough and he's certainly not shut the hell up about her since they went out on their first date. Typical that I realise how I feel about someone after the opportunity has passed. My life seems to be a catalogue of bad timing. But at least she's happy, and there's no chance of me losing a good friend by making an unwanted proposition.
I think more Killers and another pack of Doritos is required. At least work is going well.